Jazmyn'' Bloggie

tired..

2010-01-30T22:17:00.002+08:00

i am back to using blogger liao le.. most likely is using this and livejournal..trying to find other webs for blogs, but cannot fun leh.. so sianx..blogger and livejounal now is sort of my "diary" so is a open diary i think.
hmmm... today make two oranges it is cute.. haha..
hmm.... exam is around the corner, and i am scared!! haix.. i today post until her 1 st ba

2009-07-26T15:52:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. i will hardly use this blog so.. go to my new blog :)

jazmynlsm.livejournal.blogspot.com

2009-07-06T10:25:00.003+08:00

hey people!!! school has start le!! how was your first day of school? mine was great! although my physics and social studies teacher have change but i will still jiayou for this 2 topic de!!

anyway.happy youth day poeple!! enjoy!!!

go do essay le bye!!

i miss shirnise and jianhui!!!!

tags replies:
to kakiet: i dont have everytime sick!!!!! yay!!! study study study!! u mus study hard and love hard too... haha....anyway i glad u found a girl u love le! and i dont like him and forget him le!! finally!! yay!!! haha!! last long!!!!

to kokwai: hmmm..... seldom come my blog no need paiseh... just come often can le :)

2009-06-28T17:36:00.002+08:00

hey people!! yay!! moro go back to school le!! so happy!!!

although i still got a bit of cough ,sore throat and a bit no voice but still can go school!!

kay ! got to go.. need do math homework le.

tag replies:
to kakiet:hmmm... i where got 24/7 sick?

2009-06-25T21:29:00.004+08:00

i am so sianx! today dam sianx!
wake up early in the morning around 7 + then go watch cartoon until 9+ then go bathe then go eat breakfast! arh! then headache suddenly come back!!!!!!! arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

about dinner time eat le,after few minutes start to get gastric pain then vomit!!!!!!!!! arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then whole body dam cold and headache!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARH!!! I HATE MYSELF!!! I HATE MY BODY!!! WHY I KEEP GETIING SICK!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!! SCHOOL STARTING SOON!!!!

tag replies:
to kakiet!!!!: lols! yup will always be ther for u :)
messages:
to bryan!!!: wa liao! u this type of friend!!!! never invite me to your blog!!!!

2009-06-20T19:30:00.011+08:00

hey people! got miss me mah? haha... sorry that i so long didn't blog.i was busy with my exam and a lot of other stuff! anyway! i'm back! haha... okay.. i gonna blog about 15 june[monday] & today 20 june [saturday] :)

MONDAY,15 JUNE 2009[out with jianhui,alloy,shirnise,les]
hmm... monday woke up quite late about 9+ barh. then get ready and leave the house at about 10.30 to 10.45 barh. then go take bus with lester-my di-then change to mrt to go to pasir ris to meet jianhui.cause pasir ris not alot poepl take mrt and there is seat avaliable then no need stand.haha... we going clarke quay!- the central- to meet shirnise and alloy.. about 11.45 reach there barh.wow!! that's a long ride i at the train i fall asleep-sort of.
after meeting them we went to eat laksa! yummy!!!! haha... then shop around there then buy the hand made sweet! yum! i love that sweet! my fav! once we walk until sianx we went to take mrt to plaza sing! woohoo!!! shopping,arcade,movie!!! haha!! i shall skip some of the part-it way too detail.anyway,went to watch movie,les jiahui and alloy watch "DRAG ME TO HELL" - the boys totally freak out/scare after they watch the movie- while me and shirnise wnt to watch " GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST"-you should watch this movie it is totally nice! after movie we went to eat at cafe cartel! the 4 of them eat but i nv..
kay la.. show u some pic :)

jianhui and alloy!![start from left]

me and shirnise! i love her!

SATURDAY 20 JUNE!
so sianx! today my papa mama and didi go take new phone.. ya la ya la!
then i go buy mp3 and earpieca so does my bro! the earpiece my bro buy is dam fucking big!
arh! i dont wana bog le! go listen to song and read story books le!

bye bye!

tag replies:
to jingxian:i update le!
to kakiet:cheer up please! haha! i will be here for you always!
to fu lin: i update le la! hen fan leh ni!
to maverick:lols,i hate hongsters anyway u never know only sheng fatt know.

messages:
to brayn:cheer up! dont care the "passerby" and last long with fionicca! dont keep change stead le! take care alright! get well soon!

2009-04-24T20:22:00.007+08:00

Hello people!! haha.. go tm than just come back haha!! today so fun!!

school is as usual for me... everyday is the same lor.. so nothing special... than today is sen yang birthday!!

SEN YANG! HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!! MAY ALL YOUR WISH COME TRUE!!

hmm... okay after school go wait for lixia deng lan and chih hsuan and tamelia! than after that go guzheng room slack slackas we have to wait for pranata ji lao shi and c.jiaying! hehe... the sponge bob tamelia draw is so cute!! than about 2+ we go find pranata.. than we waited for jiaying at canteen,than me tamelia and lixia cannot stand it le,than we go eat light thing,we light as we are going tm eat PIZZA!yum yum! than 2.30 jiaying come. half an hour later ji lao shi come! so to be exact we leave at 3p.m. then we take 38 go tm! at bus me and pranata at there kept talking cause we two very sianx. hmmm.. after talking to him i find him that he is a nice guy:) he is a very good friend that everyone can have:)

than we at there eat.. than about 4+ we paid our bill... however until 5 ji lao shi say she paid than jieting[chih hsuan friend] have to lie to her that that her relative is a manager theer! wow ji lao shi believe lor! after ji lao shi gone we at there meeting until about 5.30 barh.. than we go popular buy book,but i never buy i go art box buy mirror and hairband! the hairband very nice sia than the mirror very cute! i love it so much!

than about 6 we go our own way....me and the 2 jiaying go shop shop until 7++.. when we at the lift there was a group of ite student take with us,than when we reach our level that time he said bye bye to us.. it was like huh?? we go there buy hair accessorise .. omg! i am broke i left 40 dollar! okay than shop finsh we go century ther de toilet. wow ther got sofa de lor! cool man! haha.. i dont want post le.. i wan go watch television liao le bye bye!!

tagbox replies:
to mia: haha!! yesterday is really quite fun lor! haha.. next time go out gether again barh :)
to yenling:they beter die early espically that guy! he is the worse hongsters! keep hong girls!! i hate him! he go hell larh!!
to lord kiet:lols i think message you better :)
to passerby: who are you? if wanna tag please put ur real name dont dso hum ji put other name larh!

picture taken at pizza hut!! guzheng rocks~!!

picture taken at century square de toilet! the 2 jiaying and me! i love them lots!!

2009-04-23T19:03:00.002+08:00

hongsters never die? tiong xim will die? WHAT THE FUCK LARH!!

HONGSTERS DIE FASTER LARH!!

I SO WISH YOU DIE FASTER!! YOU SUCK TO THE CORE !!

HONG GIRLS,HONG UNTIL YOU HAPPY LARH!! KNN!!! WANT HONG GIRLS THAN DONT ASK A INNOCENT GIRL FOR STEAD LARH!!

YOU ARE A FUCKING HELL IDIOT PERSON! YOU SUCK GO HELL PLEASE! DONT STAY IN THIS WORLD. THIS WORLD DOESNT NEED YOU THIS KNID OF PERSON!!

tagbox replies:
to lord kiet: thank you:) sianx.. cannot message you.. i at home super sianx de lor..
to kok wai:i'll link you soon..

2009-04-21T16:58:00.001+08:00

Hey people!!! yes!!!

GUZHENG GET SILVER FOR SYF!!

YES!!! HIP HIP HURRAY!! YEAH!!!

2009-04-20T20:54:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!! haha!! back from Singapore Youth Festival Guzheng Central Judging 2009!! WooHoo!!! yay!! the guzheng can rest liao le !! we can rest for 1 month liao le!! so happy!! haha.. today is very tiri

ng! wake up at 5a.m.! early right? haha... prepare le. lao pa bring go school... yay!! no need walk! wow! i took lots of photo i think? later than post.. than make up training all done le! we 9.30 leave the school! woo hoo!! off we got to republic poly! sianx!haha.. we reach republic poly at around 10+ barh than go and get ready. than starting a bit nervous than after that at there talk with lixia,c.jiaying,pranata than not nervous le.! than at stage sit down etc. sianx lor!! i haven't even started nervous finish than SYF over le! WTF LOR!than we at ther watch other group perform.

than got one school is a korean theme de! so cool right? haha than lunch time le! we at the cae there eat than is like all the people staring at us sia! lols.. than today actual wan eat with zhenwei kor as he study at there but he in class cant eat with him sadded. . . than 2+ go back school! wow!! me sit on bus than fall asleep liao le! about 3+ reaach school change clothe le.. change finish walk go up that time kakiet wave to me.haha.. han got CM meeting unt il bout 5 p.m. than i go market there da bao.. kao so tired. . buy liao walk home! sianx all my blog entries like so boring like that sia

come home makan change blog skin watch tv blog.. kao!!! my life seriously is dam freaking hell boring lor!!

TODAY IS SYF!!

Haha.. my zhi lian photo! i look stupid right? i think i look like a ghost.

yay!! me and ERICIA LEE SHU SHAN!! LOLS.. JAZMYN LEE SIMIN AND ERICIA LEE SHU SHAN!!

ericia me ya quan!!

me and ya quan!

ma da min and ma da guang!! haha.. is me and pranata la..
ma da guang and ma da min is what we call each other.

chih hsuan and me :)

ma da xia and ma da min.. i love li xia!! haha

my 2 adorable senior!!{jingyuan & l.jiaying}

Group photo!!!

enlarge to read what's on the window!

tagbox replies:
to lord kiet:hmmm... but i dont wish to think until leh.. how?
to sheng fatt: lols.. you're welcome :)
to xinyi: haha.. we'll jiayou!! and it is over! we now is waiting for the result! that's all!yup!! is the process that count ! and the process is fun!!

2009-04-18T10:35:00.002+08:00

i dont know why! i now miss him lots.. his image keeps flowing up and across my mind. . i only see his last year class photo only! than i know very sad i wanna cry! why i think until him? i already forget him and feeling for has already faded! why mus his image still on my mind! arghx!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!

forget forget forget
forget love forget you forget feeling
what does it takes one to forget something

faded faded faeded
feeling for you faded
everything about you've faded
it has been gone long time ago
what must you come back in to my mind
feeling faded and you've eventually faded from me
why mus still come back in. . .

2009-04-18T09:58:00.004+08:00

Hello People! Jus woke up from my sleep thanks to my mother!!!!
I wanna sleep!! sleep!!!! I very tired sia!!!haix.. forget it larh! wake up go practice guzheng better! guzheng syf is this monday! omg i am so freaking hell nervous sia! haix.. so scared sia!! arh!! later 3 o'clock got tuition. . . haix... why are there life? if there is no life people wont be so miserable liao le barh ? i guess? haix.. dont wan blog le.. i want go see the year book photo!! haha.. bye people!

tagbox replies:
to fatt fatt: i've link you liao le :)

to mia:girl! link you liao le :)

to bryan:hmmm.. you very bo liao leh! lucky after that post i decided not to care bout you le.LOLS! you wanna put cravings than put lor?! everyone got put cravings not only i put. .
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to lordkiet:hmmmm.... the shout hello and wave,i wonder who've say it before.. i sounded so familiar. . . i agree that durian stink! durian shooo! LOLS. . . hey you okay mah? your blog there put that you vomitted. . . sorry cant sms you le. i'll talk to you in school okay? haha. . . take care barh:)

to jingxian: KOR!! wow u tagged me:) haix.. i misss you lots sia! i long time nv see until you le! i miss you and xin and xiao rong alot sia! haha.. same as kor not good meh? hehe!! yeah!

to black star: hmmm... who you? jerome? please stop typing rubbish on my blog! want type rubbish go the rubbish bin there type!

2009-04-14T17:28:00.007+08:00

this cloud taken out side my house.. Cloud today best describe what i want today.. i wanted to be free happy and no troubles nor stress! And be a cloud move freely with no parents taking over my life nor my freedom!

hey guys!! just got back from napfa 2.4km test! wow! it was tiring lor! i regretted going for the test! cause i think i fail liao le! haix... i think i start with yesterday barh..

yesterday was a normal day and a tring day! at class keep wanting to sleep! sianx la! school was normal but after school it was so not normal! end school at 3 rd floor slack. crys ricia jas and me was standing at 3 rd flood "slacking" cause we dont know whether wana wait for jm and seok they all or go just eat! than stand there! they talk than i at there sms kakiet lor.... sianx.. sms sms... than he go detention le.. so nv sms him le.. than saw li xia[ma da xia]! than she say only got 3 people carry guzheng so i rush go up help them carry however i only carry 1 and 1 is joel carry! JOEL THANK YOU! haha... than after that straight go hall for syf practise! than we ONLY train for half and hour ji lao shi ask us go to ish for trainig! WTF LOR! Some more is at 2nd floor!! you know how many flight needed to climb to reach second floor a not? some more needed to carry guzheng leh!! FOOK HER! i was totally piss off lor! than suan le! training was very tough! i was... okay not i is the whole group is totally tired le! than still need from ish carry until 4th floor! than i carry carry carry!! carry until 4th floor i was a bit unwell and wanted to vomit! omg lor! very sick lor! i dont know is i too stress;never eat or getting sick.. than cca end le.. got bbt shop with JING YUAN! after that go home and rest do homework until 10.!! haix so tired! than when i was about to sleep bryan sms me saying this:"everyone,i'm going to bang my head against the wall! i m stress!"

reply to bryan:
hey! everyone will get stress!not only you.. i also am stress! i stress until cry and vomit and even going to slit my hand again! but did i slit my hand? no i didnt!! okay i do got cry but crying to vent out your stress is normal! there're lots of postive way to vent your stress.. but why do you've to vent your stress thru banging ur head against the wall? you bang against the wall you'll get hurt but your stess has not be vent out by you so what's the point? now banging against the wall is sort of "shiok" but when everytime you're stress are you going to do that? no rite? banging and slitting is the same thing.. it'll give you a moment of "shiok" however does this moment of shiok last long? NO IT DOESNT! so what's the point? instead of doing all this foolish thing you can try doing the things you like or listen to song.. isnt it better than doing all those foolish thing? RIGHT?

hmmmm..... than now i think i post about today barh.. today at school is very sianx! than at skating i'm totally piss off!! i fall down 2 times cause of that bloddy hell bastard wenfeng! ta ma de! he falll than push me down! than make me at ther scold the f*** word! fook him larh!ewww!!! who wan f him sia! than i fall down that time 1 intructor call "John' going to hold me up cause of i was pulling my friend cause i cant get up cause of the fucker wen feng! sianx lor! i didn't know that his going hold me up lor! if i know i dont hold my friend liao le larh! arghx!!! than at classs s......................ooo sianx keep wanting to sleep!at assembly also! than end school go home with yenling jie.. than her stead with her than i like a BIG LIGHT BULB LOR! if i know i go with ericia le! haix... than run run run!! i think i flunk my 2.4 le larh! my own timing is 18.25 sia which is more by 0.05 sec..haix.. suan le! than go home with JING YUAN! than we two walk a big round than know which way to walk home.. diaoz.... hmmm...
bedok reservoir park bring back alot of memory back to me sia! memory of me and him together that moment.. haix! why did i suddenly think of him? than i for no reason walk pass the multi storey carpark and playground we'll usually slack at after school or after my tuition.. haix!! why did i suddenly recalll those memory!!

tagbox replies:
to lord kiet:i super hate durian! i hate the smell!
to xinhui: haha!! see me in school must shout HELLO and wave arh! :)
to yenling:lols... neverming larh.. means me and ah xian has the same taste hahah!!!

2009-04-12T19:41:00.002+08:00

OMG!! i'm so full!!! jus finish eating pizza hut de pizza and delifrance de spaghetti... the spaghett... very cheesy sia.. i dont lik lor... haix.. anyway.. iat home so sianx! i cant even go out slack with friends!! arh. i'm rotting at home le larh!! sisnz.. moro needed to go school and 1 week to SYF!! i m so nervoue but i have confidence in myself!!! haha.... ending post le need go drink lemon juice!! ewwww..... it so sour but still have to drink...

later 8.30 watching campus superstar!! haha...

got to go le!! bye bye!!!

2009-04-12T15:37:00.001+08:00

tagbox replies:
to durian: who are you? i hate durian so get out of my blog please.. thank you:)

2009-04-11T20:26:00.002+08:00

Haha.... just watch finish WWE Raw!! yay!!! batista is back haha!!!laugh out loud... watch and watch i suddenly had the thinking that RANDY ORTON IS A PERVERT LOR!! he hit mcmahon than after that his emotion and expression is like so !!!!!!! ewwwwww!!!!!!!!! haha.... than john cena is the WORLD HEAVY CHAMPION!!!! YAHOO!!!!! and lasly SANTINO is A GAY!!! HE IS THE MISS WRESTLE MANIA?? OMG LARH!!!!

dont post liao le!! brother later irritate me,to let him use com.. haha.. got to go le :)

tagbox replies:
to fulin:lols.. isnt that call update? i bo thing update larh!!
to zhaoxun:dont know leh.. feel like changing than change lor.. anyway my world also not white and black so change lor..
to lord kiet: dots dots.... girls is ♥ than boys is ♪ larh.. i dont know what symbol to put leh...
to luyi: haha... loves :)
to yenling: jie link me up :)

2009-04-10T20:26:00.001+08:00

SORRY!!! i've been quite busy this weeks so cant blog :) haha...i super sianx de lor!!! dont know what to blog about!!!

haha.. SYF is in 10 days time!! OMG!!! haha... got to go le.. finding blogskin...

tagbox replies:

to lordkiet:haha.. jiayou for mid year exam :)

to waleed got big nose: I AM NOT EMO!!!
to debra:he my best friend? i dont know!! we dont even talk to each other in school!! see until each other like strangers like that!!! aiya!! u wont understand de larh!!!

messages!!!
to chunmeng and junyi!!: NB!! I SICK THAN I CANNOT GO DO PROJECT U GOT PROBLEM WITH THAT IS IT!! PCB!! NOBODY ASK YOU BELIEVE ME THAT I SICK WHAT!! YOU CAN DONT BELIEVE ARH!! CB!! FUCK OFF LARH!! KN NB PCB!!

2009-04-01T18:11:00.001+08:00

Jus came back from school!!! tred!! still nid do project!! haix.. i hink i reply tag box message only barh for today..

Tagbox replies:
to lord kiet;luyi:aiyo!!! the both of you all dont fight over the name thing le larh :)and luyi glad to see that you and her okay liao le!! cheers!!!

to fattfatt:i where got emo!! my blog where got emo? which part of my blog emo u tell me??i now very happy lor!!FYI!!
to debra:thanks for correting my spellng:) may i know who you?my forget him is i wont remember anything about him,and i see him in school?? hardly.. i acted as if we were strangers so i wont see until him de :)and do i know him ?? i doubt so...and not to offend you but you're giving a feeling that you are angry ??

2009-03-28T21:35:00.001+08:00

yea!! the weekend has finally reach.i finally can rest le.. this whole week has been very... haha.. i only can use two word to describe it BUSY and TIRED!!

whole week is all guzheng!monday guzheng practice;tuesday is SYF rehearsal!;wednesday is SPEECH DAY rehearsal!;thursday is practice and friday is GUZHENG EXCHANGE!

wow!! haix!! have tons of homework is staring at me waitnig for me to write on them!! i really very very tired!!

next whole week is guzheng!monday practice;tuesday practice;thursday practice;friday speech day!

...........

hmm... did i miss out one day? where's my wednesday? haha... wednesday suppose to have speech day rehearsal de,than they say that it is been cancel.. well i not really sure.. hope there is no rehearsal than i can go home early and rest!!

hmmmm... now chionging for the upcoming mid year exam which will be staring soon at the end of april! i die also must get at least 3a's hope i can get there! now study until siao le! no more fun for me! fun wait for me until june holiday when i get my perfect result slip come back to play with you okay!

LAUGH 0UT LOUD!i slowly..... fogetting him liao le! and it feels really very good! i nowadys felt much more happier than any other days that i was long waiting to be with him again! now i really really xiang tong le!i now wont think too much about him le,but sometimes will cause he is not totally remove from my mind and heart! but.. but... his image and everything about him.. is slowly erasing.. erasing bit by bit...

i now really xiang tong le! xiang tong de feeling really is very good!to those who cnt over that particular person meaning that you haven't think deeply down.. believe it.. u xiang tong u'll be much more happier than before!!

ending my post! go watch ai jiu zai yi qi! it is so nice! haha... bye :)

tagbox replies:
to jingyuan: lols.. yea! we both xiang tong le! u dont mood swing liao le larh okay? stay happy!
to lordkiet: haha okay lord kiet it shall be haha!!

love waiting for your sweet sweet love

but you have long gone out of my life

slowly my heart felt lost and empty!

as there is no more you in my life

is it time to get over you?

people say i should,while i dont think so.

but after long waiting for you

i sudden think i am such a fool

i've became a fool cause of you.

slowly my heart and mind

lost the feeling of you

and has forget about you.

now i have to say this to you

may you find ur female lead of your life

and i've get over you for good.

Jazminx

2009-03-24T15:09:00.001+08:00

dots.. today so tired.. went to republic poly for SYF[singapoe youth festival] wa sianx lor!! i today wake up at 5.30 forthis rehearsal,but it is woth it la, cause i memorise my lyrics le!!! yay me!!! haha!!! so bo liao.. today skip school! lols... dun get wrong idea i skip school because need go for rehearsal!!

wow!! republic poly is dam fucking hell big and nice and beautiful lor!! but i shall warn u dont eat the food there! it way to expensive! haha!! haix... i hate wearing heels! it make me so uncomfortable than i keep cannot walk very stable! arh!!! i hate heels!

dots dots!! i sibei hyper sia today!! hyper with GUZHENG MEMBERS!!haix...hyper le than now tired le!!

OMG!GUZHENG MEMBERS I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!! HAHA!!

i lazy to post entry liao le but before i end i want to say this:

to guzheng:hey all! we must get AT LEAST silver arh!after all the hard work we have put in we must AT LEAST get silver okay?GUZHENG JIAYOU!!!

TAGBOX REPLIES:
to bryan:laugh out loud! :) nevermind larh :)

to lord kakiet:laugh out loud.. i say i will put her name i will put de.. anyway she really help me alot mah :)

2009-03-21T12:30:00.001+08:00

tagbox replies:

to bryan:
oh okay.. u reach singapore safely le.. good to hear that :)hmmm.... did you sms me? i not sure leh.. haha... can see that u are very tired.. rest well barh:) dots.. after reading ur recent post i think u really really have change and grown up to be a better person le :) i dont like enenmy really... cause i really cant afford to lose a freind cause i really scare of lonely... okay.. may i know why did you cry? cry for what? dun cry.. crying is bad for health.. haha... okay.. yes you do can cry.. but dont cry over little things.. u cry cause of sad can.. but dont cry over a girl or results or any tiny little bits of things... cause it is not worth it.. and now i even told myself this i wont cry over you le! it is going be 1 year soon after we break. i've been crying for 1yr? hahs! i dont think that it is worth it crying over this thing anymore liao le..zhen de..eat vitamins le still nothing happen dots dots..suan le..
okay.. what are you admiring me about?it is not i want keep trust them,i got a weak point which is i believe things they say even it is not true.. thats me.. but it so gonna change soon.. i wont be this type of person anymore,i wont let anyone push me around,crying over this type of things,learnt how to choose the right friends and will grow up and change! anyway my main point is to change out of this simin.. its time i've to grow up! hmmm.... i think i have already grown up liao le after the cca camp! wow!! i so bhb.. i think that post i've posted is a negative post..cause that post is what people told me than i post.. as i wan to vent out my sadness,as when i first heard it i was really very depress but now i xiang tong le,it is no use getting sad over this little thing.. haha...without finding out the truth and i post it,sorry i hurt ur feeling..
from this incident i learnt not to keep believe what other says.. if want believe must found out the truth before posting it.. haha...i think now i wont softhearted le nor listen and believe tto what other say easily!! this wil be the new me! yay!!! i really grown up le!!!hehe.. and lastly to end this post what u mean by i got u mesmerized for the past?

2009-03-20T20:50:00.001+08:00

sorry if i am longwinded.. haha... anyway this post is to say thank you to those who make xiang tong alot of things!! they are:

LIAU JIAYING

TEO JINGYUAN

CHANG JIAYING

KAKIET

LIM LUYI

AND LASTLY

JIANHUI

they help me xiang tong and how to go forward and not stay in that particular spot for so long. hmm.... anyway they told me alot of thing espically my 3 gorgeous senior!! of my gorgeous senior even told me their life story!!

LIAU JIAYING

TEO JINGYUAN

CHANG JIAYING

the 3 JY!! iloveyou guys alot man!! haha...

2009-03-20T20:26:00.001+08:00

okay!! hi guys!! jus got back from cca camp!! wow it was fun when there is my senor around hahah!!! at camp,ljy and tjy told me alot of things that make me think thru the thing than i have recently encountered:)

haha!!! tjy;ljy i love u guy alot man!! haha!!!

okay i gone reply my tag box msg on my entries:) yay!! haha!!

Messages!!:

to bryan:
laugh out loud i wan nothing from u :) Zhen de!! and people will change over time after people talk to them and make them xiang tong. really:) anyway i is not happy with what you do. is sometime i heard until about your thing i will change my atttude towards you:) i also dont know why i like that lah! dont ask me why :)and why u cannot sleep? try to sleep mah:) tonning is bad for health de. haha... okay u say ur feeling for me fade away due to me not talking care of myself and keep getting sick? dots dots.. for me is a lame excuse and i think that there is more to it but anyway i respect what you say :)and the question now to you is i dun understand what u meant by i everytime love to sick and back out at the last minute.. i dont understand this part. huh?? huh??hmmm.... the sick part,okay not i dun wan take care is just that my immune system is getting weaker..
haha!! shit la i 've been brainwash by them haha.. anyway back to topic,my friend wont be so lame to be going to bedok view secondary school to find you de! they very kind hearted person de:) they will just talk to me;kai dao me and soon it will be over soon.. haha.. i so bhb.. dots dots.. okay,u say i 2 way person,a while happy a while not happy,this i admit. i really has become a this type of person but i changing back to 1 way person. yay me!! haha!! and relax i wont keep scold all those words liao le. those words is bad for health and it leaves a bad impression on myself. haha!! wow i really xiang tong le after what the jy's told me!! haha!!! i love the jy's. dots dots.
okay anyway,if really after what u have read and you angry with me,and think that we should not be good frined[or anything that u have deciede what type of friend we are] i've nothing to say,i'll respect ur desicion de.:)
someone once told me that ''everyone has born out lonely and will leave this place in lonely,friends and couples stead husbands wife are there jus to accompany you to prevent you been lonely again,everyone scare of lonely even me myself:)but if you dare to go against the loneliness in ur heart than i will say you are a strong person''
brayn what i trying to tell u is this "i am not a very strong person i will get influence easily by anyone close around me[friends cousin gans classmates seniors etc.] meaning i will believe in everything they say even some thing they say is not true,and i will listen and think think think, and through this all listening and thinking it will make me like... like .. will get aggitated by what they say i think what they is true and i die oso mus listen to them.and dun care whether what thet say is thru anot i will jus vent my anger,happiness saddness into my blog,as blog is the only place for me to vent out all the emotion that is inside me.that's the me that i dont think u really know, and i 've delected the previous post as i've thought thru and i think what i've done is the wrong thing to do! i shouldn't have done that as i dont really know the facts and shouldnt post out without knowing the truth. anyway jus hope u will understand and will forgive me :) i like to sincerly to tell you that i am really very sorry hope u accept my apology:) and sorry if the nessages is too long,cause i think until what than i type it down,i think it wun irritate until ur patience barh:) take cares:)

2009-03-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

haha.. okay today trecia birthday.. haha.. also vivian birthday...
happy birthday to the both of you... haix..my kor now has totally gone crazy over her liao le!! kor! jiayou!! i know she will accept u de!!! jiayou!! she will be move by you cause you are very sincere haha..
zZz.. 3n5 is going crazy!!! all of us are folding staw hearts etc. we recess fold during class fold.. sua.. we really going crazy le.. sen yang fold for eunice while i fold for a very best friend of mine..haha... sianz i only fold until 88 heart today nia... i want more more more!! more i tell you!!! laugh out loud!! than today after school go buy things that need for baking cookies..cause my kor wanna bake cookies for her... than i late for cca.. haha... nevermind it is worth it for my kor!! haha... than go cca scolded by jiyu! haix..sianx.. than after that come home do thing than post entry.. hehe..
i think i really will give up by his birthday.. after august 17 he will be out of my mind...cause of someone that why i will be off him.. i hope i can do it... :) than i think i shall wish my kor goodluck!!! wish she will accept you!! if she never than nevermind casue she doesnt how to appreciate you!! but i know she will accept de!!
dots... me seok zhen and jiamin stamina going down le.. we cnt run.. run half way than start tired le..
haha... dunnoe what to post le.. i now trying to forget him but i cannot,he not around in school is like i am missing something in my life.. i think i really must give up le,he cannot be the prince i have been long waiting for anymore le... he belong to other people de,not mine anymore le.. i want my feelings to be faded for him.. but i cannot let that feeling to be fade away but i really wanted to let it fade... i really want it to fade but that feeling is jus die die must stay in there.. he really not my prince anymore,not anymore le.. his heart have left mine... but mine cannot afford to left his.. am i really going crazy cause of him!!??
me and my kor is seriously going crazy over relationship le!! he go crazy cause of her while me is him.... okay.. that is totally outrageous!!!got to go le.. need do my project le...

2009-03-08T19:34:00.004+08:00

okay... i know i haven blog for quite a long time!!! what!!! i got exam mah!! hope u guys wont angry .. haix.. he tues or wed going to zhen zhou le... can only see him after the holidays!! haix!! i miss him!!! i want him!! okay.. i think i am going crazy or what le barh... haix.. suan le...
this year common test i didnt fair very well!! nevermind la!there another chance de! buck up!! wow!!! i didnt use until any singlish!! haha... okay larh.. got a little bit.. but its normal de right?
ending posting liao le...

tagbox replies:

to lihui:hi jiejie..

to luyi:i'll link u soon:)

to sibeicold:jerome shut up!!

to allelujah:dots.. myob la!!

2009-02-21T11:11:00.003+08:00

hmm... another weekend has arrive and the step to common test one is coming...this week has be extremely tired for me i also dunnoe why... sianx. my brother come back form camp le.. haix..y mus he so fast come back?
this weekend is sure going to be slow and boring as i am going to be crop up in the room..as i have tons of homework and tons of revision to do!!! espically a.math and e.math... haix... its going to be a long and tiring weekend.. got to go le.. nid do revision and homework le...

burhs burhs :)

tagbox replies:

Jiamin:hi sis!!! haha..study hard okay?

Fulin:wei!!! what senyang!!!i dun like him lor!!

Sibeicold:i sponsor fulin u got problem woth that?zZz.. i wan buy haro bike u got problem with that?

2009-02-16T20:51:00.003+08:00

okay.. i today nothing post la!! jus wanna reply tag box message nia hehe...

tagbox replies:

Jiamin: sis u also must study hard okay? haha.. take care :) aii nii :)

2009-02-15T15:41:00.002+08:00

arghx!!!! i hate my family!!! they si bei guai lan bodo!!! i hate them!! keep at there kao bei me!! they think they who? they very big meh?? i got the money i long time i already move out from this house le!!!!
u dunn think u very big la!!! i cannot stand u all le lor!!! iso wish the 3 of u die earlier!!!!

i hate the three of you!!!!

2009-02-15T10:17:00.004+08:00

Haha.. jus finish bathing.. haha... dunnoe what to post leh...
today very sianx... nid do revision!!!! haha...
YAY!!!! my brother going to camp for 5 days!!! 5 DAYS!!!! HIP HIP HURRAY!!!!
haha!!! he not at home to irritate me le!! i so happy!!!

tagbox replies:

Jiamin: hello sis!!! :) i wont slit anymore.. dun angry.. :) wo aii nii!! :)

2009-02-14T10:08:00.010+08:00

haix.. what the fuck lor.. common test one is around the corner le.. so sianx.. another long weekend is here...

i got a bad week sia.. i m so sianx now lah... today valentine day and i am all alone at home emoing!!! i scare i do foolish thing sia!!! i really very scare!!! haix... okay sua.. let's talk about yesterday barh... school is as usual... class as usual only very sianx... id unnoe leh.. the day for yesterday is really quite slow lor...during recess help kok wai with the painting...hehe.. than i had no idea why he walk pass my class for what lo.. okay forget about him, i scare i later cry again. than school end at 12.30.. FINALLY!! i was too emo to stay in class and listen to teacher talk le... than after that go canteen eat.. me sista and jaslyn eat la mian.. than we was quening up for food that time.. he walk towards me.. k.. he walks.. than talk to me.. i like bu gan yuan like that talk to him!! i dunnoe why leh...than after that go sitdown.. than all of eat.. eat eat.. than eat until half way, cannt eat le i oso dunnoe why leh...is either the food is too spicy for me too eat or i cant eat or i suddenly think until him.. than jaslyn saw until my hand got slit...

we eat finish than go buy fruits eat... than he at around the fruits the corner there.. than dunnoe why i see until him my whole emotion change le.. like i was going to cry like that..than after that go class paint the wall or can say touch up the wall... paint until half way i put down the paint and go to the stairscase there listen to music.. than after that started crying.. my sister than come find me peh me.. slowly ericia and jiamin come le.. slowly all of them come find me le... but they talk to me i bo chap them... than keep crying crying crying!!! than sister tell me this:''i dun like wen u like that lor, can u dun like that?'' i think i make her angry le... than i dunnoe what got into me i throw my handphone... until the whole phone like going spoilt like that... than 2.30 go to cca meeting.. tryng to hyper there... than about 4 me and ericia go meet jas annd jiamin they all.. than syed wanna meet... aiya... at that period from 4 to 5++ alot thing happen le than after that... berwin come we at there slack slack woth him.. what the fuck lor!!!he at there play with my doggy, make until the doggy got the cigratte smell!!!arghx!! than 6.30 go home cause my mama call me go home le!! than jiamin ericia and jaslyn go meet kakiet... than jiamin ask me dun slit le,if not she will angry at me.. than i walk with berwin lor.. than he go with me buy bubble tea.. than we go take bus 14.. i now than found out he can be really very lame lor!!! haha...than go do homework.. keep thinking about him...

tagbox replies:

seokzhen:sister i will try my very best
to be hyper de..wo aii nii!!!

yenling:jie,i dun have happy valentine day le...
u and ah lian mus be hyper have a great time gether okay?

2009-02-11T16:04:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!! HAHA.. BLOG TODAY!!! HAHA...
finding my new blogskins but cannot find leh.. sianx...
today so happy dun have so many homework!! haha....
dunnoe what to post liao le leh...
haix.. suan le.. go find my blogskins again.. burhs burhs...

to zhen:sis my blog haben die!! i update le.. hehe...

to that boy:u angry that i nv peh u arh? sorry le la... dun angry at me le hao ma?
wo ai ni lots lots... muacks.. :)

2009-01-22T10:08:00.003+08:00

sianx bodoh!!!!!

arghx!!!

idoit!!!

stupid!!!!

fuck off!!!!

Cheebye!!!!

@#@$@%$^$ !#$^$E*@!!@!#!%^*)

haha.. good morning!!! haix.. sorry for all the vulgar...i jus very pek chek that i today never go school again nia.. haha... jus woke up lor.. sianx la.. moro oso never go school.. haha....now talking to zhenwei kor,wow he at school can use laptop and go msn de sia...

yesterday online luyi talk to me in msn?

she say 4get bout him,he'll hurt me,he's not worth it. and say she dont want see until i kena hurt.. really... okay, to be honest she suddenly so concern about me.i feel sort of wierd? cause after all the taiji she cui me,then she suddenly care;concern bout me?is a bit wierd lor... then talk to ah ling jie and tell her about what luyi tell me etc. then she also like that say but she got say other thing i cannot say out.i'll listen to ah ling jie de,as of all people i only listen to ah ling and fang also my friends/family and my gans only.zzz...haix..even some of my gans say that he not worth it for me,he'll hurt me.really very confused le lor.. haix.. nvm la,i already tell ah ling jie i'll slowly 4get him le,so i will do it de.i'll slowly 4get him and find a guy that i am fated to be with:)

but i really want to know this y everyone can see that he'll hurt me but why only i cannot see that he'll hurt me?

but the wierdest part is him,why did he call me yesterday and explain about he and that girl thing sia?he even sms and ask me whether i still like him ma sia.sort of wierd lor.. he know i sick that he ask me take care of myself?when i say i dont want take care,then he say what you want me do you than wil take care of yourself? is he caring/concern for me?

to luyi:haha..i dont know why u yesterday tell me that but i find i a bit wierd only,anyway thanks for that :)

to ah ling jie:jie,i'll listen to you de.

to fang jie: jie!!!!! where you sia?u never contact me.haix,me miss you lots sia,where you gone too?

to zhaoxun:kor,thanks for all you've done.. i recover le,i'll find time then tell you what happen. :) love ya

GOT TO GO LE!!!

SAYONARA!!!

NEED GO SEE DOCTOR!!!

BYEBYE!!!

2009-01-21T09:49:00.005+08:00

arghx....

GOOD MORNING!!!

sianx bodoh... today never go school.. still got fever than lost my voice.. haix... sianx bodoh!!! arghx dhen now talking to zhenwei kor!!! haha... he pon teng school!!!! haha... haix... i miss my frens... espically seokzhen,yenling,ericia,crystal
jiamin.jaslyn,xinhui,mia,jiahui and samir!!!

haix.. cnt disturb samir.. so bored sia,at home nobody disturb me!!

haix... sianx la.. eyes swallon[sorry if spell wrong] yesterday cry alot.. y i cry leh.. hmm..i cnt tell.. onli zhenwei kor,zhaoxun kor and jiaying know onli :0

to zhaoxun:kor,thank 4 those 'crap' that u think is a crap,but to me is comment or make me wake up de words ba... haha...

to zhenwei:kor.. dun pon teng le la.. lata ur exam fail how? i dhen no wan u fail leh... haha.. but anyway thanks 4 peh me talk and cheer me up :)

to u:hey cheer up okkies?i dun wan see until u sad.. :(
and dun use so much vulgar le la.. no good de.. nid somebody to talk to or nid people peh,jus tell me ba,if i free i will peh u de.. :)

POST ENDING....

syaonara!!!

WHY? U TELL ME WHY?

2009-01-20T19:09:00.010+08:00

WHY AM I SO STUPID AND STILL BELIEVE THAT HESTILL LIKE ME!!! WHEN HE ALREADY GOT A STEAD LIAO LE!!!

ARGHX!!!K SUAN LE TO BE HONEST I AT FIRST DIDNT EVEN NOE THAT HE GOT A STEAD!!!

I ONLI NOE HE GOT STEAD AFTER I READ HIS BLOG AND HIS STEAD BLOG!!

BUT WHY HE DIDNT EVEN TELL ME HE GOT STEAD!!!

WHY DID HE HIDE THE FACT THAT HE GOT A STEAD FROM ME!!

WHY AM I SO STUPID???

WHY I STILL LIKE HIM!!!

THINKING THAT HE STILL GOT FEELING FOR ME!!!!

I AM SUCH A STUPID IDIOT AND USELESS PERSON EVER!!!! ARGHX!!!!

WHY DID I THINK HE STILL LIKE ME?? HE JUS SMS ME NIA!!!

HE ONLI SMS ME NIA!! SMS DOESNT MEANT ANYTHING WAD!!

WHY DID I GO AND THINK HE STILL LIKE ME?

WHY DID I THINK THAT HE STILL GOT FEELING FOR ME!!!

CHEEBYE LA!!!! TELL ME WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHEEBYE!!!! SOMEONE TELL ME WHY!!!!!!!!

I WANNA CRY!!!I WANNA EMO!!!

I GOING INSANE!!!

I ONLI WAN MY KOR,JIE,MEI,DI & ERICIA,SAMIR,MY SISTA AND MY FRENS NIA!!!

THE REST OF YOU BETTER REMOVE YOUR FACE FRM ME AND FUCK OFF NOW!!BEFORE I GO INSANE!!!

I SAID FUCK OFF!!!! DUN MAKE ME SAY THE SECOND TIME!!!

FUCK OFF!!!!

Sianx bodoh!!!

2009-01-20T18:35:00.004+08:00

wa sianx la!!! whole day at home cannot go school[as i got high fever and lost my voice]than at home keep sleeping.. eat medicine dhen sleep.. sleep le eat medicine!! sianx bodoh!!! arghx.. dhen bout one plus chat with ericia thru sms i than found out that jaslyn and xihui oso nv go school.. xinhui kena high fever same as me haha!!! than ericia so funny cause i bo voice ma than she call me,i pick up phone than i talk than she i thought i was somebody else sia.. haha... sianx la.. than ahling jie sms too..yay!!! haha... than after messaging finish with them i go read my breaking dawn.. wow... i have read for quite long le i still haben read finish sia... haha...
haix.. i think i veri soon is going back to the old me le.. i think gona back to emo le.. haix.. the reason why i cnt say out onli zhaoxun kor and ah ling jie will noe... haix...

to xinhui & jaslyn:hey girls!!!recover fast okkies? if dun recover ericia they all are going to bored to death le..

to ericia:yo!!! haha.. hey..i promise u i'll recover fast fast and go school peh u de..PROMISE!!!

to ahling jie:Jie... i miss you alot sia... haha.. i promise ue i'll recover as soon as possible.. so you will get to see me le... haha.. jie i miss you and i love you lots... wen i go back school i got alot thing to tell you.. mind listen to my prob?i noe u wun mind de,cause u and fang is my best and and caring and lovabe and cutest jie ever!

to zhaoxun kor:kor thanks for peh me talk yesterday when i sad... kor,mei love ya!!

to jianhui kor:kor thanks 4 concerning me,i recovering soon le:)

2009-01-19T20:28:00.005+08:00

k..suan le.. today veri pek chek la!!!! ta ma de!!! my brother never call me wake up than make until i almost late.. knn ccb la he!!! go hell la he!! than he go uninstall my msn!! cb!!he mother fucker la!!!

haha.. so funny today all go out on saturday and play de all sick sia!!! xinhui,jaslyn,crystal,me and jiamin.. onli ericia.. never sick... haix... wen reach home i kena high fever.... wa lao.. idiot lor!! arhx.. than suan le.. makan le... dhen go eat medicine.. than jiaying sms me say got rehearsal moro.. dhen k lor.. in that case i sick i call her and tell her,moro might not make it!!! arhx... than jus now watch campus superstar dhen heard until the cai hong dhen i suddenly thought of him lor!!! i oso dun noe why!! than i started crying le... haix.. dhen after reading his today post and went to the blog link that he post on his blog dhen i read le..

to ah xian:xian.. recover ur ankle fast okay? dun get hurt le.. u kena hurt i'll sad de...

to jianhui:kor.. hong me happy can? i now veri sad.. love u kor.

2009-01-16T18:01:00.003+08:00

☠Death Leaves A Heartache
That No One Can Heal☠

♥ Love Leaves A Memory
That No One Can Steal♥

sianx....

2009-01-14T20:01:00.003+08:00

k..i today will post because somebody ask me UPDATE!!!! nth xactly to post leh...

wa..sianx.. today veri tired la..jianhui kor,today dun noe wad get into him.. early in the morning sms me... zZz... than suan le.. i cant sleep le lor... than go bathe than ater that go school..dhen so suay,i sick again!!! what the fuck!!! than lesson until 1.45 lor.. dhen at class at there sms somebody.. than he every time msg me hor.. confirm got 1 SIANX at there de lor..

than school end le,i go makan with ericia,crystal and jaslyn. after we eat we do homework... haha. we at there do homework do until crazy liao le lor.. at there keep laugh than keep disturb each other... lols.. dhen about 3+ 4 syed cum find jas.. dhen about 5++ we go home,my leg dam pain la!!! i cant even walk lor..

haix.. i dunnoe wad to post le la.. i onli know that we are going crazy cause of a math le... CONFIRM FAIL le la... i feel like crying sia!!! arghx!!!

to jianhui: kor recover fast dun sick le... and u get until the ite u going mus tell me arh..

to somebody: can dun keep using SIANX!!!!

Happy new year!!!

2009-01-01T03:42:00.001+08:00

Hi all!!! Here to wish you guys a happy new year!!! hope ur new year resolution will come true...!!! do remember that 2nd jan nid go school arh!!

Merry X'mas!!

2008-12-24T10:00:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.. i am here to say.. MERRY X"MAS...Hope all of u,get lots of present this X"MAS!!!!!

lols....

2008-12-22T18:30:00.002+08:00

haha..today wake up early in the morning about 8 plus plus barh..wake up dhen go bathe lor... bathe le dhen while waiting for all of them-my mama;lester;abigail;ian- bathe finish i at there watch cartoon :) dhen after all finish we left he house at about 10 barh.. dhen we go take mrt go bugis street!!! haha.. before we go shopping we go meet my godmama:) dhen after that we go find jiejie dhen go makan..i eat western food... yumyum...eat le dhen at there talk talk.. my mama and god mama at there talk about some one who i cant review. after they talk finish we go shopping!!! my mama they all go see shoe le than we go kinnokunya-sorry if spell wrong- look at books. dhen i at there buy until one story book call one fifth avenue.i at there saw until the twilght companian i wanna buy de,bud i bo money.dhen after that go shop for our clothing at bugis street,enen at there buy one pants,lester bought one polo shirt,godmama bought one shoe,gail bought ont jeans jumper.. and for me i bought two shorts-courtesy of my godmama- and and white colours jumper-thanks to my mama- i bought alot of things.. bud the bad things is my headache and giddness react again.. haix.. i nid go check my body le...

one of the thing i wana say is IAN TODAY SO GUAI,GO SHOPPING NEVER KEEP SAYING TO MY MOTHER THIS "SHEN SHEN,WAD TIME CAN GO HOME!!"

Arghx... Gud morning!!!

2008-12-19T09:49:00.002+08:00

GOOD MORNING!!!!

arghx..haha i jus woke up,dhen my mama cum and check on me jus now,i dhen found out that i lost my voice le!!!arghx..i today cant talk le la..arghx..i today jus post for a while onli.cause after i post i going bathe than nid go meet my worse nightmare!! going to see the doctor!!! arghx!!! sianx la.. lata alot medicine nid to eat!! arghx... haha.. gotta go bathe and go see doctor liao le.. byebye.. :)

Arghx..

2008-12-18T11:59:00.003+08:00

i now super duper sianx sia.at home nothing to do,onli ccan sleep and watch tv and use com and play psp nia.arghx..sianx lah...yesterday sore throat go see doctor eat le medicine,dhen now sore throat more worse!! i now cant even talk at all!! if talk more voice like boy like that,veri irritating sia!!dhen yesterday night my head is dam pain lor.. the hole night my head veri pain... make me 5 o'clock wake up cant go back to sleep!!!dhen now got fever!!! arghx!!! my immune system is getting weaker liao le la. keep getting sick!!lols..i nid go sleep liao le la..my medicine make me until veri sleepy liao le..
haix...i now miss him leh..haix.. i really love him lots..

byes.post again other day barh.. :)

sianz lah!!!

2008-12-17T18:29:00.003+08:00

arghx...sian lah... today wake up than i sick liao le,got sore troat and got cough.arghx!!! than about 10 plus plus go see doctor than give me eat medicine lor.dhen after that go makan breakfast,dhen about 12.30 go eat medicine!!arghx!!!the medicine make me until wanna sleep..haha..than after i eat medicine,i talk with micky lor,until his lunch finish :)dhen i sibei tired than i go sleep..arghx... I HATE THE MEDICINE!!!

and today i,super duper miss him leh..haix... suan le la, maybe onli i love him and miss him nia,maybe he doesnt feel the same way as me barh :) haix..i love him alot!! i really do!

to mickey:kor,the movie i not going le,i buy disc watch,i watch finish le dhen lend u watch :)

dairy frm 12 dec to 16 dec♥

2008-12-16T21:04:00.003+08:00

hmm... sorry tat i nv blog 4 so long le... haha.. i'm quite busy so dun have the time to blog...haha..today i shall blog about the day before i go malaysia[malaca] to today barh..

ok dhen... lets start the dairy/blog!!!

hmm....lets star frm 12 december barh...

12 december:wake up in the morning,dhen get ready my things to go makan than after that take mrt go tiong bahru meet my god mother :) i about 3.30 take bus 14 go tanah merah mrt station to take mrt... dhen reach there around 4 barh.. dhen at there wait for my godma as she end her work aroung 3 and she needed to rush to tiong bahru frm orchard[paragon] as she work ther :) than meet her liao le.. we go ake bus 195 to her house ther dhen we go pack dinner. haha dhen go home makan liao le.. we watch xin hua dou dou kai and little miss nonya:) than me and wei en went to sleep... cause WEI EN ASK ME SLEEP! SOME MORE SO EARLY!!haha.. dhen su bian lor.. i go sleep. dhen en at there keep saying that ''min min, i cant sleep leh.u can ma?i too excited leh.cant sleep,peh me talk or play games leh.''dhen i say ok lor.dhen play play andtalk talk le.. he still cant sleep so we go drink milk dhen after that we two sleep until very sweet :]

13 december:me and wei en wait up super duper early sia.dhen after i wake up,i go bathe lor.. dhen godma order mac delivery!!YUM YUM!! i eat hot cakes..so does en and godma eat burger.dhen after that we sit godpa's taxi go to the golden miles complex or tower la..i dunnoe la.. dhen we go meet ah yi[godma side] dhen oso meet elton and eleen and her boyfriend[if i nvr spell wrong].haix.. she and her boyfriend are so sweet...haha..dhen we at there wait 4 bus than bus come le we board the bus and headed for malaysia.. haha.. on the bus is so irritating lor.there is a group of people at there talk continusously!!arghx..they are so noisy! we about 2.30 reach malaca.dhen we go check in to the hotel name called holiday inn. after we check in,rest a while put luaggae dhen go makan. we go the makotal or wad de la,that hotel in buffet... wow!! the buffet is delicious!!!YUM YUM!! dhen wei en at there keep eating sia.. he even eat more than me!!! haha... than afet we go tour around lots of place.it was nice there,i can relax myself and nvr think of him..bud after a while i think of him... haix..i super duper miss him!!! i miss him lots!! dhen we at there walk aroud take alot photo!! the photo i will put at friendster barh,by moro or the folowing day u will get to see all the photo liao le!!i'll pu the link at the end of the post.

14 december:we frm morning after braekfast,we shop until at night about 10 plus plus..dhen i buy alot things.tshirt shoe etc.[they are for my family!] haha... dhen i use until no money to buy my things.haha.. dhen we oso got go to places where they shoot the little miss nonya the scene and we go and see the differnet crops they use to shoot the show.. dhen at about 12 midnight godma they alll give me a birthday surprise they bought ice cream cake,celebrate my birthday! the cake is so deli-----cious!!! dhen after that me and wei en at there watch tv.after we celebrate finish my birthday.

15 december:wake up quite early? dhen bathe makan liao le,me and wei en go tho the swimming pool play with water than after that we go back to the hotel room and watch tv,then wei en play with elton dhen i at there sleep cause i super tired! about 12.30 we check out of the room than we go eat pizza.dhen we go back hotel wait for the bus to arrive so we can board.after we board the bus and we leave for singapore dhen i at the bus veri sianx so i read my storybook and listen to music. after finish reading i go to sleep lor.. i realy super tired! dhen about 6plus plus to 7 reach singapore.dhenafter that give ah yi a ride home dhen we go home le.:) i go home for dinner.. hmm... u guess wad i ate? PIZZA AGAIN!! lols... dhen after that eat cake dhen after that go to sleep!

16 decmber:early 8 plus plus wake up.than go block 135 meet my popo than go tao payoh hdb hub there cause she and jiujiu moving house wad so nid go there settle thing lor.than lunch time,jiu jiu friends treat us eat crystal jade.YUM YUM! than after that go home than i go help my mama with her thingy lor.:)

haha..that all for today,i dun wanna post le la.my hand veri tired liao le.no wanna post le!!!

http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=700988162&uid=24643547
http://profiles.friendster.com/jazmynluvbugsbunny
the link to my friendster to see the photo.

to micky:kor,thanks 4 being the 1st person hu wish me happy birthay,although the 1st person i wisgh to wish me happy birthday isnt ue but still thanks you. haix he didnt even wish me happy birthday. :(

to zhen wei:kor!!! u good!! promise me do the thing never do!! ue good !

to all hu wish me happy birthday: thank you 4 wishing me happy birthday!!!

I WISH . . . .

2008-11-10T14:10:00.002+08:00

haix...i sometime really wish that i had a life that is like in the story book call twilight,new moon,eclipse and breaking dawn....

after i read these story book i really wish i got a b boy boyfriend like edward[a character in story book] and oso a veri best friend like jacob[a character]... wen i read the story book i realli sort of jeaolus of the girl[bella] as she has such a gud boyfriend who protects her alot and love her lots,oso a fren hu treats her veri well and cares about her though they two sometimes may quarrel,haha...

haha... i dunnoe wad happen to me la... i today dam wierd de la... haha... stop blogging here le.. bye bye.. :]

Wedding Dinner

2008-11-10T14:02:00.002+08:00

haha... yesterday dinner is like quite sianx lor.. at there nothing do de lor... haha... at home whole day at there play computer dhen after that eat dinner liao le.. i go and bathe and get ready for the dinner.... dhen after all done we like 6 plus plus leave the house and go and fetch JIU JIU AND JIE JIE.... haha... the hotel is quite nice but the food there SUCKS.... not nice de lor....

there got alot like so call "cousin" & "aunts and uncle" i sum oso dunnoe them dhen never call them lor... haha.... dhen i at there play psp and read story book lor...i at there NOTHING do de!!! haix... i dam regre that i went there lor... so sianx...

haix.. then today is suppose to go out with gans de.. but my gan jie sick dhen can go.... haix.. hope she recover fast!!

to ah ling jie:JIE!!! recover fast fsat hor!!!!

Saturday 2008-11-08

2008-11-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

today sleep until 10 plus plus dhen wake up go eat breakfast with abigail ian and my bro... wen we on our way to market eat that time,i saw until a group of boys lah, bud all like veri ugly leh,onli got one ok ok looking la... we eat fried carrot cake....

wen eating that time, my mama told us that today is alloy birthday!!! dhen i decided to call him, call him le,i say happy birthday dhen abigail dhen ian dhen lester..wen pass the phone until ian that we at there laugh... i oso dunnoe why lor... after that i bring abigail home as she today got tuition mah.. dhen bring le,i u-turn go back market as i was waiting for kevin. cause i call him whole morning le he never answer dhen suay i wai t for him lor,as i wanted him to help me do my psp as my psp got a little problem wen playing DJ MAX!!! haha... dhen after do le.. me ian and lester go back home... dhen i reach home on com watch BANG BANG TANG dhen after lester and ian leave the house i go and search for the singapore temasek and nayang polytechnic got wad ccourse, but there onli got the business skill which is one of the course i wanted leh... but they dont have the course i wan the most la...

thay after that prepare and got EAST COAST PARK cycling,dhen we rent 1 bile that can sit 2 people dhen oso rent 2 bike 1 people de la...than i cycle with abigail dhen after that cycle for like 45 minutes we stop and dhen teach abigail how cycle.... dhen cycle le.. dhen we cycle back to lagoon and lester go buy water dhen abigail and i go toilet lor... dhen after that go back macdonald dhen find my parents.. dhen after that go buy ice cream at new zealand,than i share with abigail...

dhen after we go makan at block 18... eat le cum back bathe dhen blog lor...

haha....2moro is the 表姨 son marry... dhen i have to go... like so sian lor.... hah anyway... i cant wait for monday outing... haha..

got to go le.. nid do psp de thingy le.. byebye..i post moro or the day after again... :)

Sorry 4 not updating my bloggie....

2008-11-06T09:47:00.002+08:00

hii guys...

sorry that i long time never update blog,cause i pass few weeks or months,lah in this case,as i needed to prepare for my exam and so on,and i oso busy with my personnal thingy...^^

haix...i dunnoe y leh,i pass few days or even weeks,
I SUPER DUPER MISS HIM ALOT!! I KEPT THINKING OF HIM!!I NOW REALLY MISS HIM!! I REALLY WISH I COULD SEE UNTIL HIS FACE....

lols....haha.. i now dunnoe wad to post le... seriously... haha... i think i will post again when i cum back frm wedding barh...^^

now nid go eat breakfast liao le...^^ byebye...

take care,my dear frens espically my dear sister and all my gans and 258 ..

saturday

2008-09-14T11:36:00.002+08:00

nothing to post exactly la.... stay at home.. than a friend sms me ask me wanna go out today ma... than i say dun wan.. cant go... nid watch performance... than i tell him.. he no reply back.... so thought he angry... than i tell him le...haix... today sleep until 10++ than wake up eat hing go drink beer than after that go eat lunch than chng clothes than watch tv again than xiao jiu and jie jie cum... give me mooncake than until 4++ leave the hse than go out with them.. than go take bus... go bedok inter makan with jiaying,cui shu,huilin,yee an...than later go library find ericia at there sclack until 6++ go take mrt.. than me and ericia like wan sleep le lor...than reach tajong pagar we chiong go cheers there buy jolly sandy and drink..than we both at there like wanna sleep le lor...haha... ma lao shi got perform sia... than all of us target to ma lao shi lor.. haha... so funny.. end le..than i sms him... say sorri again... he never reply...than i dun sms le lor... lata he think i veri irritating.. than me and ericia go home ourselves....walk walk walk... mrt... at there talk talk...reach bedok le.. i drop off... than g take bbus... than go home makan than eat ice cream mooncake so nice.... than tired le.. go bed sleep...

Summarise 4 friday...!!!...

2008-09-14T11:16:00.003+08:00

friday is the mid autumn performance thingy la.. got performance at night lor... haha... dhen got lesson than blah blah.... than recess than we at there play pocky than after that math... dhen mi jaslyn and joel sit at ericia place than at there talk talk dhen oso teach ericic and jaslyn tha math thingy... than history... kao dam sianx lor... haha... dhen school end... than we take bus 38 go ericia house dhen after that go her house... haha... we go out of sch that time we saw until AC than that joel keep making the stupid soung... haha... we oso saw until TLM...wen we reach her house than open the door that time the door stuck cant open... ericia call her father.. than me joel and jaslyn try go and open the thing still cannot... than ericia talk to her parents liao than open... the bloody hell door can open... than go in le... ericia take her thing bathe than we leave the house than take taxi go my house... haha... taxi fare joel pay haha!!! than bathe le take my thing le dhen chiong go jaslyn house.. haha.... dunnoe that joel scare of dogs sia.. wen go jaslyn hse the dog keep run here run there than joel totally freak out.... than all ok le... the 4 of us go eat maggie mee tom yam flavour.. than we wanna buy jolly de but jaslyn house there dun have so never buy...than eat le... go meet jiamin dhen after that try our luck go seng song buy... kao there oso dun have... fine... than ericia say go xin hui house there.. haha... at there reali go sia.. haha... we buy le go meet our senior at kfc... than at there play with pocky again...until 5 than joel go back home than we after a while go take bus than go school... jiaying go do guzheng thing... than me ericia jaslyn jiamin and crystal go staircase there play play until 6++ dhen me ericia go training than jm they all go meet gary.. than performance thime... we take guzheng down chng into costume than after that go c2-01.... than i suay suay at there see until roy tan... than i nust hide...arghx... than go hall lor... zZz... xc at there... than i was like dunnnoe y i at there pretend that i dunnoe him lor...walk pass hime than never talk or look at him..haha... than out time to perfor that time open curtain liao le... jas they all plus waleed and samir at there shout shout.. haha... mostly shout is ercia name i m so lucky... haha...* no offence* than end le... thake the instrument up... than sms somebody to say sorri cause the way i talk to him in the afternoon over the phone veri guai lan lor... than i sms him... he than saw me at bus stop he walk to me and say i not angry le... than i say orh lor... haha... he talk to sia... haha....
than go home eat crab so nice dhen after that bathe than splash... go to sleep le...

sianx

2008-09-11T20:11:00.011+08:00

dam long never post le... sorri.... cause blog got problem lor... haha... xD

haha..today at class so sianx... i whole day like wanna sleep except fer pe and music.... haha....
pe that time play basket ball with cham chiu and kok wai... than end pe le go back class.... haha... msb make until her finger!!!! than me and jas go wwater cooler... dhen that stupid san ge drink le water dhen go and splash on me!!! until my hair or wet!!!than after that literature lor...hahs...than after that english...haix... got editing de class test.. haix.. i all fail le la... i alot wrong siol... haha... nvm la.... dhen after that music.... wow... my music get b sia.. so happi... dhen math than end class!! yay!!!! dhen end le.... me cham chiu,kokwai,junyi,da ge and er ge go market eat ....than that san ge make me agian!! got hit my ear than make until i cry!!!!dhen after that go eat... eat le dhen go buy bubble tea... dhen go back to school that time saw until _ _ _ _ _ _ _.... kao lor...dhen after that slack at canteen4 a while with da jie they all .... dhen go science.. we at there play de lor... never listen..haha... than we at there play with the pokky biscuit...dhen after that play finish le dhen veri sianx... so da jie,san jie,san ge and me... go market there pokky and play again than we go block 52 there sclack...and talk ... than about 4+ go back school 4 cca...haha.... we go cca is equal to never go lor... we at there train fer 1 hour nia... than after that go meet er jie.san jia,shi jie and jia min dhen after that go home lor... dhen i walk home with waleed haha....

today so fun!!! haha....

haix....moro is the performance le... haix.. wish me luck barh...

to zhaoxun korkor:kor... can chng blogskin? i dun reali like this skin..ty korkor....

to mickey: gud luck fer ur upcoming 'o' level examination!!! jiayou jaiyou jiayou!!!! me always support ue de~!!

to da jie:jie!!! dun think too much le k??

summarise

2008-08-15T12:47:00.003+08:00

dying monday,crying out loud tue wed &thurs,normal friday

monday is no school day i prepare fer exam frm morning until 9 dhen i eat dinner le...dhen i vomit again i oso no noe why lor...
after that go sleep...dhen i my mama told mi a bad news!!!! my aunt cant go on animore le...she may die soon...after hearing all this..i whole day couldnt sleep at all...cause she might leave us jus like that...i was at there crying wanted sum1 to peh mi chat bud it is going to midnight le...dhen about 11.30 i call my mama see how my aunty has left us....i was so sad that i cry from 11.31 till 3 a.m. i couldnt sleep..bud wen 3 + my mama cum back she dhen comfort to bed..dhen i sleep until 5 ++ wake up lor... dhen go school fer exam than afternoon chiong go down hougang...

tuesday,wed,thurs..... i went to her wake and i went in to her coffin...see her last time...i cry..cause i reali cant believe she left us jus like that....tuesday wednesday i cant concentrate on exam dhen straight away after school i chiong go home lor...dhen after that go down peh shirnese...we dhen oso at there play play la..wow... ah bing kor kor is more and more handsome le....haha...so is mickey..haha....dhen ting ting jiejie is like a total person she becum pretty and funni...
thurs is her funeral... dhen wen they burn the body that i cry...cause she realli going leave us le...i cant bear her to leave us.... dhen i cum back sms mickey see how is he...cause his nose bleed...dhen after that chat wif him lor..we like chat from 6++ until 11++ than end the conversation lor...

friday.... nid to pick aunt's ashes...i cant go..cause got school... mostly not all of us go..cause nid study...haha... dhen at class tok to mickey again from the time i leave the house tok until 10++ until my recess end....haha...

to mickey:hey...thx fer peh me chat fer the past few days..i felt better le..bud sumtime will think until her...haha...i bet ue oso...rite?? gud luck fer ur 'o' level...jiayou jiayou....!!! always support ue de... thy fer saying me mature..haha...lols...
u mre mature la....

to zhaoxun:i dun noe u will miss mi wen i never go tuition sia...btw... i wanna sae tis..I HATE THE GUAILAN KIA AND THA XIA LAN KIA!!! haha...kor if u like that gal dhen tell her... nid help?? sms mi?? i help ue de!!!! gud luck fer ur common test...haha...

to shirnese,xiaoshu,alloy:stay strong ok?? i sure that shen shen dun wan we all to be sad ove he death!!! stay strong!! nid anything sms me??

to xiaoshu:dun smoke le...bad fer health...

to shirnese:gud luck fer psle!!!!

to all cousin:28 august free ma?? we go out together?? take it as a cousin outing barh??wanna??

today is the general meeting...

2008-08-07T19:31:00.002+08:00

today is the general meeting....sobsob....my senior leaving us le.... i miss them !!!!!
here's how the day start....today go school until 1.15 dhen after that go and take height n weight...dhen after that chiong go guzheng room fer cominitee meetings.... dhne after that we wrap the present and alot of stuff.... blow ballon etc... WOW!!!! i now than noe ericia scared of balloon sia.... after that i peh L.jiaying go find rina n bao ru....dhen at canteen slack with here lor...3 o'clock the cca start...at that veri moment i so wish the time could stop there!!!! it left 2 hour to the GENERAL MEETING le!!!! I DUN WANNA GENERAL MEETING...I DUN WANNA DESIREE,XINYI,KEXIN N' HONGYE TO LEAVE THE GROUP!!!!! sobsob... bud the time cant be stop.... so we practise and practise....i now noe gud time fly veri fast.... haha....me 'n' ericia bet again...we was betting whether JOEL we cum anot...bud the end i lost....
at 5o'clock we went to the general meeting..we ate buffet and than after that we start the ceremony... ms leong start the speech,give out present...folo by desiree saying out her speech..while she was reading the speech me and ericia was down there crying...we dun wanna them to go!!!! sobsob....desiree at there oso crying... after the speech it was the new guzheng cominitee members....
Chairman:C.jiaying
V.chariman:tamelia
Secretary:me[simin]
Treasurer:ericia
Librarian:li xia
Head of logistics:pranata
Section leader 1:deng lan
Section leader 2:chih hsuan

senior give present to us...than it was follow by C.jiaying speech...wooh!!!! go jiaying!!! i will support u always there!!! than after that we took photo and have quite alot of laughter and fun with senior fer today....how i wish it could last 4eva.... than after for a while me and ericia cry again!!! we really cant bear senior they all leaving us!!!! haix...now going read the letter they gave us le!!! sayonara!!!!
i moro intended not to go to school!!!

to kexin:i will 4eva wun 4 get ue de!!! cause ue r my best senior!!!
to desiree:u hav entrusted this role to me in guzheng!!! i will not fail ue de!!! we will try our veri best to get a gold fer ue and the school n ms leong de!!!
to xinyi:haha...now i m in ur position le....i will do my best in this position de!!!
to hongye:i will miss ur laughter and everyting bout ue!!!

to my 4 great senior!!!:i will never going 4 get ue... we will fufil ur dream of getting a gold in syf nxt year!!! SENIORS!!!! I WILL MISS U ALL LOTS DERH!!!!

to emiko[ericia]: ricia...dun cry le okkies??u cry le dhen not cute le.... stay happy always...we mus not let xin yi down okkies??

to zhaoxun korkor:sorri i cant meet ue today...i promise either nxt week or the wk after i pass it to ue wen i meet u okkies?

today so happi...

2008-08-05T20:26:00.003+08:00

today at school veri bored lor...at class play word game with samir...than chng hanphone pin code etc...than after that go find ms leong dhen tok about this cuming thursday de graduating party....than oso tell us about other thing la *secret* oni the potential leader noe....haha... dhen after that go buy thing wif E.L.S.S & C.JIAYING dhen after that go tuition!!! dhen the peole sit beside mi ish the GL & CCB la!!! hate them...dhen now toking on msn... hahas...

sianx....now left 2 more days to general meeting le!!! hope the time would stop!!!

to senior!!!!:: SENIOR..WE LOVE UE ALWAYS..THANKS FER ALL THE GUIDANCE AND SUPPORT U GIVEN US!!! WE'LL MISS U LOT DE!!!

summarise

2008-08-03T20:36:00.011+08:00

party satrday..boring sunday...shopping spree monday....

WOOO....saturday,2 aug.. me brother and cousin went to chalet and party... we from early in the evening 5 plus 6 play until midnight 1 plus 2 dhen go home!!!wow!!! that the 1st time go back home sia!!!!haha...we at there got birthday party eat cake,play with louis he is so cute... than me,lester and my othar 4 cousin go walk...than after that he call mi tell me bout his birthday party at chalet..ask mi go!!if i never go means i go AGAINST HIM!!!after that me and both my cousin went to the beach..at first we doesnt want to go de cause it is the 7 month la..shirnese pull us go...sobsob...BULLY ME!!! than she at there keep makin that sound than make until me and abigial they scare like hell...make us until totally FREAK OUT!!!! but is was very fun la.... haha...than after my papa and xiaoshu discuss about my birthday party at SAF chalet bud lata i tell xiao  shu i dun wan le..[cause shirnese wan it]{OLDER DE MUS GIVE WAY TO YOUNGER ONE DE RITE}lols.... than at there play poke cards!!!while playing we all tok about this cumin outing on going to SAF watch the airplane this saturday!!! yaya..cant wait fer it..dhen i at there play poke card,than i at there LOST ALL MY MONEY...arghx!!! nvm..i friday earn back...

sunday,3 aug,never do anithing stay at home whole day..do math homework and do chinese articles....haix..than after that cook fish porridge and cold noodle eat...yum yum... the food i cook so nice...lols..[i like veri bhb sia]

lets see...monday.4 aug, go school...got assembly...than at assembly like dam fking hell sianx sia... nth to do de!!! so bored!!! i can sleep in the hall le lor...they briefinf about the national dy thing...haix...we going tao payoh there celebrate...so  sianx...
than after that go out wif  C.jiaying L.jiaying and E.L.S.S[purposely put big big de]
lols...than we eat le than go buy present...WOW!!!!!L.jiaying got alot of idea sia!!!
than we buy until 5 ++  dhen after that the 2 seniors walk their own way and 2 junior[E.L.S.S & J.L.S.M] go on our own..we go zinc shop there buy bag...haha..i help ericia buy first..than i at there find at bag fer xc fer his birthday present... bud i dunnoe wad to get fer him!!! i crack my head still dunnoe wad to buy!!!than mi and ericia go 77th street see necklance....still cant find arghx!!! i find until veri pek chek sia!!!ARGHX!!!! haix....than after that go in disc shop...my mood become better le...cause i bought DERRICK 'n'  YE NAI WEN  de disc le!!! yay!!! so happi!!! dhen after that go home about 6 ++ dhen go home wif ericia than we take mrt home...dhen i at bedok inter saw until xiao jiu de fren..lols... sianx...i reach home de kena scolded my LAO PEI my bill over le!!! arghx!!! hate it le la...lata he cum back frm hospital i confirm kena wacking de lor...  CB!!!!

to my fsps sisters & brothers":i this friday i maybe not going to fsps..sorri...apologize..i going to hougang meet my cousin and stay at my xiao shu house so i a bit gan on friday so no time go back... [cause i saturday going SINGAPORE AIR FORCE there i going there see black knight...]

to my 4 CUTE LITTLE cousin and MY LITTLE BROTHER:friday we play poke card until late late okkies?? CAUSE I WANNA WIN MY MONEY BACK!!!! i dun care...friday and saturday we play 50cen to $2 !!! i dun care!!!i dun wanna play 10 cent to 40 cent de!!! cannot earn money derh!!! & NOT FUN DE SIA....

to xc:how urs leg?? okkies le ma?? today i never go find u cause i in a rush to cum back home!! sorri...4give mi?? lols....u dun angry okkies?? please???

to my senior senior::i will miss u all lots de after u all leave the group...sobsob....

to E.L.S.S: u no nid..pay mi up so fast..u  save until enough money dhen pay me up barh...as if u will run away like that..i believe ue..i never rush u so early to pay mi...so no nid so early pay up...take ur time barh...

to huilin{junior[1t7]}:hahs....the present and buffet money no nid so early pay mi back...i never rush ue to pay up..so no nid to pay so early...

TO ALL  AUDITION PLAYERS OF BVS:DOES ANIONE NAME IN AUDI CALLED -ZeNith-xTIN?? IF YES OR U NOE HU ISH TAT PLEASE TAG MI AT MY TAG BOARD!!!

summarise

2008-08-01T17:40:00.003+08:00

boring wednesday,headache pain agian de thursday,freaky friday

i today going summarise the whole weekdays i have gone through...

wednesday is jus as boring as othar day..nothing to do ...than at school so boring... nth exactly to post on wednesday la...i at class the cut my wrist again...so gud...oni got sumting to post that WE GOT PHOTO TAKING..after photo taking..go home with jing yuan... dhen meimei call mi sae she saw mi...haix..dam long never hear until mei mei de voice le...

thursady head started to pain again..pain until i can stand it..it is like my head there jus hab a big bomb explosion..it is veri pain...i cant stand the pain animore..i dun wanna tell my mama..hope that i eat panadol will stop the pain fer a while barh...at math class ryan and walled ake my mp3 and pretend that they are reporters!!!LOLS?? dhen sae alot thing...than all is dam funnie sia...haha... than sch end go cca rm at ther do homework and training and slack.... than after that go and meet zhaoxun korkor...dhen he after that peh mi go home....than he at there keep saying cannot after 12 sleep!!! arghx!!! he is making mi scare!!!! arghx!!!

freaky friday cause that thing star liao le..i so scare sia!!! than everyday cannot after 6.30 reach home!!! haix...my phead now every now and pain started to pain!!! arghx!!!!! I CANT STAND IN LE!!! TODAY NO PANADOL!!!I CANT STOP THE PAIN!!! I CANT STAND IT LE!!! I WANA DIE...SO I NO NID SO PAIN!!! HAIX...NOW I THINK UNTIL A WAY TO STOP MY HEAD FRM KEEP GOING PAIN...BY SLITTING MY HAND...AT LEAST SLITTING MY HAND STOP MY HEAD FRM PAINING FER BOUT AT LEAST LONGER THAN EATING PANADOL!!!I EAT THAT PANADOL... AFTER 1 HOUR..IT STARTED PAIN AGAIN!!! I NW REALI CANT STAND THE PAIN LE!!!! I NOW WANT TO DIE!!!!!!

TO BRYAN: i wun concentrade on my study animore le!!!! i given up on my aim my dream my wish my future everything bout my thing i given up le...

NTH TO POST!!!~~

2008-07-29T16:38:00.002+08:00

lols..today veri tiring lols.... jus came back from school!!!hai..nth to post!!!

HAIX...I THINK I NOT GOING TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP LE BARH...HE DOESNT..Y SHOULD I??HOPE HE COULD FIND A BETTER STEAD DHEN ME BARH...[EMO AND SAD NOW]

tozhaoxun korkor:KOR KOR!!!STAY HAPPI!!!U BREAK WIF HER LE,U STILL CAN FIND A STEAD BETTER THAN HER BARH!!![DUN TINK BOUT MI!!!]
DUN BE SAD!!!I DUNNOE U MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE ANOT..BUD SINCE U LET HER GO LE...THAN LET HER GO BARH...DUN CLINCH ON TO HER!!! HAHA...KORKOR STAY HAPPI ALWAYS...MEIMEI LOVE UE....AND ALWAYS SUPPORT U DE... :)

TO XC:HAIX...U TWIST UNTIL UR LEG ....HAIX...HOPE UE RECOVER FAST... :)AND GUD LUCK FER UR COMMON TEST..

TO HENGLONG KORKOR:KOR..SORRI BOUT THE BLOG THING I DUN CARE U GOT SCOLD MI ANOT...U WILL STILL 4EVA BE MY KORKOR...LOVE YOU!!!AND I WUN HATE UE LE!!!

haix...

2008-07-28T19:25:00.003+08:00

haix...i jus woke up ....i have slept for the past 3 hours le!!!so SHIOK!!
dhen wake up dhen blog lor...haix..today nothing to blog lor...
today the sky is so beautiful..haix...so beautiful...
yes!!!!!!!!derrick's album is out on 30 july!!!yesh!!!Gona buy his disc!!!he is so cute and shuai...his singing rawks!!!!

to zhaoxun:kor...dun break with her....lata both parties sad...hey if she reali with ue not happy dhen dun stay her..break her...cause if u stay her she will be sad dhen u two will be sad...so choose the right way to go and do!!!no matter wad ish ur choice..i will support u de!!! U HAVE MY SUPPORT!!!

to henglong:if ue was to sae that u never cum to my blog and scold me...dhen hu u tell mi??i dun wana hate ue lor..i noe..wen i noe wen u scolded mi...i veri unresonable...i kept scoldind u back...bud ish u never ever ever ever scolded me before..so i was shock wen ue scolded me!!!

today so tired!!

2008-07-27T14:19:00.002+08:00

today wake up dam early sia!!5.30 wake up liao le...1st time sia!!!i wake up so early oni got 2 reasons!! 1:i going for a jog with my cousin at bedok stadium 2:is my 2 couin was making alot of noise wen i was sleepin!! they make until i cant sleep!!!ARGHX!!!
dhen prepare thing ...woosh....we left the house and headed to bedok stadium!!!we jog frm 5.45 to about 7.45 barh... after that go home bathe...than go makan...haha..we go eat roti prata..haha...yumyum..so nice..we eat plain prata...egg prata and cheese prate...so delicious!!!eat le dhen go my mama shop help out at her shop..dhen after that go playground there slack dhen peh lester go tution dhen mi and cousin go home dhen be come pig!!!! they sleep bud..i blog sleep and do history note!![shit le la...i owe sum1 history notes!!!]

i today jog that time think until alot of things ...

i wasthinking y people everytime wen they lost their most most most precious thing they dhen noe how to cherish the thing they have lost? i think this quote suites mi!!! haix...y didnt i cherish the thing i have ?? y didnt i cherish him??

the other thing that i have thought until ish :when the thing is not yours u cant force it to be yours ..wen u force that particular thing or sum1... they will not be happy as u wanted them to bebud they will felt sad...dhen sooner or later both the parties will not be happy..the best is not to force the thing that does not belongs to ue..and force it to be yours...this goes to loving sum1...
wen he or she dun like he or her..dun force that person to love him or her...if ue use force they wouldnt be happi...haix..i nothing to write liao le...

to henglong[korkor]: kor!!!i hate ue!!!u never ever scoldedme before..bud this time u scolded me cb!!!kor!!!i hate ue!!!i hate ue fer scolding me!!!

so sianz today!!!

2008-07-26T12:29:00.003+08:00

at home nothing to do leh... all i do now ish keep thinking about him all days long!!!i miss him LOTS !!!!i love him LOTS!!!!i wanna tok to him bud he dun wan!!! i miss ue!!!
cousin at my home i cant tok le...lata at ther kao bei kao bu!!!

to zhaoxun korkor: must ue rite in blog about wednesday that i saw until my ex than RUN AWAY!!! mus u let the whole world noe!!!!he angry at mi sia!!! he now still angry at mi!!!i dunnoe wad to do liao le!!! HE now like dun wanna tok to mi!!!i miss his voice and i miss him alot!!! i dunnoe why bud... I CANT 4GET HIM!!!I KEPT THINKING ABOUT HIM!!!I LOVE HIM LOTS THAN KEEP THINKING BOUT HIM!!DHEN I DUNNOE WAD TO DO!!!KORKOR HELP MI!!!

to henglong[korkor]:u scolded mi!!!u never scolded me!!!now u scolded mi!!! i told ue i not purposely make until ur phone confiscated de rite!!! NOW BLAME MIE!!! SOBSOB!!!! :(

happens alot of thing....

2008-07-25T20:05:00.005+08:00

today mood is moody...cause i cry almost 3 times[1.toking to lihui 2.toking to hl kor3.toking to zhaoxun kor over the phone]i felt so guilt about yesterday the thing !!!
i think he angry at mi over yesterday the thing barh..he treat until lik the cold lor..hope he dun angry at mi liao le.. i miss toking to him alot...i miss him alot...

nothing to post exactly..

common test coming...nid study hard hard le..no time for those thing le.. time to put the all the thing i learn and have work hard fer this common test..although history is jus thought and we have to be tested on chapter 1 to 4,bud i have confidence in myself tat i will pass the test with flying colours!!!YAY!!!

to fsps class 6h bro 'n' sis:: national day going back fsps ma?if going please keep mi posted..thank you..

to lihui[jie],zhaoxun[kor]henglong[kor]:thy kor and jie fer listen to tokin bout my thing ..haha me will be happy and no slit hand..although i now still felt guilty and felt like wanting to cry..bud after tokin i felt slightly better..thy korkor AND jiejie!!!

to zhaoxun korkor: thy fer peh mi chat over the phone during recess time...love ya...

to lihui jie: i love ue.ue treat me the best...thy fer being there fer mi wen i nid ue!!love ya!!!

to henglong korkor:: sorri i make until ur fone confiscated by zaldi...sorry...4give??love ya!!!

to chamchiu:hey..thy fer peh mi wen i sad..u are a nice n good fren indeed.. i can tell u all my secret and wen i sad i can cum to u and ue will listen to mi tok..today i cry never tell ue ish i got reson de...sorri.. UE ARE A BEST FREN!!

to ly: sorri cause of mi u 2 quarrel...

to xc:: haha..i now noe u like no 1 le la...i noe le la..i think u trying to give mi a hint to give up on u rite?

happi!!Happi

2008-07-22T16:35:00.003+08:00

today so happy sia...!!! today he sms mi sia!! 1 st time will sms mi lor...cause everytime i sms him de lor..zZz...haha...today he sms mi thing!!![i wun sae wad he sms mi la][oni ryan n cham chiu noe wad he sms mi!!!Cause they take my phone and see my message!!!!]
wa lao!!! I HATE MRS PANG!!!HATE HER!! HATE HER!!! HATE HER!!! I HATE HER LOTS!!!SHE SUX!!!

sianx!!!!nid save money liao le la!!!! pan wei bo[wilber] and milk[ye nai wen] their disc is out liao le!!! ish CD plus DVD!!! OMG!!! Cant wait to buy their Disc!!!

Haha...got to stop blog liao le cause now nothing to write liao le...nid go do timetable and dhen go tuition liao le... sayonara!!!

to zhaoxun:hey kor..sorry i 4got bring my psp game back from school!!!i give ue nxt week or wen i saw until ue i pass to ue..okkies?? dun angry at mi!!!

Today at school was so fun!!!

2008-07-21T20:54:00.003+08:00

today is the racial harmony day,than we got assembly about the perenakan and prize giving...[i lata than sae bout this]

today after morning assembly ish dntthan i at assembly saw until xc!!! he is so shuai sia!!!...Dnt was so fun...we build a stand to put the can drinks all this!! haha..than recess was so fun mi and song zhen at ther do the project ericia and jaslyn cut the masking tape..than while we are cuttin ryan go and use pen knife and cut ericia HAIRS!!!!!!!! OMG!!! than they 2 at there fight...haha...than science and english was bored..than i during science class use my water bottle and spray shafiq!! haha....

than it was assembly,the ryan's group present the project work...WOW!!!! wad cheryl lian wear today was so pretty!! she wad so beautiful!!! hahs....than mi and ericia say this:Wow!!!!ryan koh today so shuai!!!haha...than after we go back class!!!
haha..than we at there disturb ericia!!!

to ericia:hey...today we sae :ericia like ryan..sorri hor!!dun angry!!sorri!!

to wwe fans:the great american bashresult is out!!
please go the http://www.wwe.com and check the result!!
Michelle Mccool is the new wwe diva champion!!!Yay!!!

scary saturday.. headache sunday...

2008-07-20T20:22:00.005+08:00

scary saturday head paining sunday

saturday...at home so siax... go see doctor...ta ma de...my right eye suay suay kena infection than go see doctor than he do thing to my eye than got BLOOD cum out!!!Arghx!!!pain sia!!i whole day mus close the right eye cannot see thing!!!lucky left eye never kena infection!!! than i everyday mus put the stupid medicine!!!IDIOT!!

today..at home sianx dao!!! today make blog thing..i sit in front of the computer for hours i still dunnoe how change the template...luck my korkor online than he help mi do!!!HAHA!!! KORKOR THE BEST!!!!
Yay!!!! Kexin add me at msn!!!Hahaha!!!!

to zhaoxun[korkor]:kor thy fer helping do the blog thingy...hey..u noe my id and pass hor!!!dun tell people!!u tell people i tuesday kill ue than feed ue to the dogs!!![haha..jus joking]korkor...meimei love you!!!

ILoveEu1314!woaini1314!

Alone at home AGAIN!!!!!

2008-07-13T18:58:00.006+08:00

wad i eat fer dinner...(YUM YUM)

today alone at home again nothing to post exactly la.. parent and brother not at home go and see my auntie..i alone at home so cook spaghetti and eat lor...or else mus eat maggie mee again..EEEEE..... spaghetti so yummy..haha... haix... i now i oni wish i could be with him together nia... yesterday i scolded him gl...than i sae sorri to him he bo chap mi..he like angri mi liao le...SOB SOB....

to xinchee:wei...sorri that i scolded ue gl la..u dun angri at mi liao le can??SORRY SORRY...Dun angry please...
to alvin korkor and yenling jiejie:erm...kor and jie..sorri..i today slit my hand again le..cause i think until last time de thing than my penknife beside mi lor..so i slit my hand lor..u want punish mi than punish barh...
to luyi:hey..happy fifth anniversary with peiling..smiles and happi always...

Dae at bugis and TM....

2008-07-12T20:27:00.007+08:00

wad m i looking at??[i had no idea]
[i think should be weihong and co. barh]

zhilian pic[acbc]

head bang..[muhahaha][lame]

three boys sitting on escalator..[so lame]

wad i eat fer luch??YUM YUM...

today early in the morning i leave house go and meet some of my frens and go bugis street liao le...YAY... we go there buy clothes necklance and hat..haha...than i wanna buy a earring dam cute de lor...bud my stupid brothere no let me buy..sobsob..nxt time go out i than buy myself...BLEH!!!!

Haix....i finally bought until a present fer him le...YAY...bud sad sad i left 1 thing haben buy fer him oni...haix...dunnoe the present i bought he like ma leh...HAIX....we at there shop and plae plae until 2 plus 3 than after that go eat pasta mania...haha..YUMMY YUM YUM...than eat finsh we than go take neoprint than after that than take train go tm plae plae arcade and go meet weihong.. than me follow weihong go 1 place than the stupid weihong take out coins go and throw down from the storey so funi..muhahaha...than we go plae arcade plae the drop sweet tat one..wa kao.. we take until alot of sweet than we oso kena jackpot..HAHA...than later go plae pin ball....

than after that we go my grandmother house there sit sit..than after that go tuition..they go tuituion there give out the sweet...than give out until finish...haha...SO FUN SIA TODAY...

haix...today i call him go bugis derh...bud he no wan see until my brother so i never ask him go lor...FORCE HIM TO GO WUN BRING HAPPINES DERH....HE WILL AT THERE EMOTIONAL DERH....
Haix... wish he go leh....

haix..his msn...there put...me to you in a thousand word 520...see le..sad sad le...haix...i think he saeing to a gal he like barh...sobsob... =(

The atmosphere is back fer today oni....

2008-07-10T19:21:00.007+08:00

haix..i early in the mornig started criyng liao le..because i was once again been stabbed by a knife in my heart all thanks to a particular guy tat i like hu sae untill sumting that hurts mi lots...!!!haix..i feel like dying liao le..i was dam sad i at class kept crying..junyi and cham chiu saw until mi cry and ask mi the reason so i told them wad happen lor....mi now so sad...HOW I WISH HE COULD READ WAD I POSTED!!!...I NOW IS DAM SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD!!!! y this week people keep using knife stab into my heart derh???

today at class was so fun..haha..2nd period is pe... haix..that cute teacher never cum tach us dancing..bud a a friend or his help him relief..that girl teacher was so cool..haix..i finally noe the dance teacher is wad le..if i not wrong is utaki barh.. than after that it was literature... ryan decided to plae the "MSN LIVE" he use white paper and draw out the"MSN LIVE"thing while we was playing cher saw until the thing and confiscated t..haha it was so fun..we plae until science class than all of us "OFFLINE" liao le.. =.='''

haha...today senior went back to guzheng ...THE ATMOSPHERE IS BACK...!!! haha..they all cum back mi and ericia was so happi sia... bud however they cum back is to scold us derh...haix... than we had to copy lines and do reflection...than after that senior told us to go and told mi,ericia,deng lan,li xia,tamelia,zhi xuan and pranata sumting....haix.. left 1 month theywill leave us liao le...

haix... now i super miss hiss voice and i super duper miss him lots..haix..todae whole day never see until him dhen sms him no reply wish he will reply my msg sia.... Ii MISS UE LOTS!!!!

Today i was so emotic...

2008-07-09T21:26:00.004+08:00

today at school i was so emotional... haix..today he never go school sobsob...dun get to see him..haix..i oso not everytime see until him..i oni see until him wen i go canteen lor..haix..i dun tink i will go canteen i got a feeling he no wan see until mi lor...haix...dun noe le la...today he not at school i was so sianx sia...cant get to see until him... wen we see until each othere we oso hardly tok..haix.. today at remedial i super sianx lor.. dunnoe wad cher toking bout..haix.. than i go take my penkinfe go slit my hand..muhahaha....

Haix...WO HAO XIANG PATCH BACK WITH HIM....
I WISH I COULD PATCH BACK WIF HIM SIA..BUD I DUN THINK I GOT THIS CHANCE BARH...

It is jus not the right feeling!!!!

2008-07-08T20:20:00.004+08:00

today at class ms nurul ms nurul chng our seats than i suay suay sit between 2 boys hahs..nvm la..cause moro i change place liao le...than today at class ryan and sam they all keep disturb ericia..oops..ericia was dam angry at them oso at mi..bud cant sae y she angry at mi..shhh!!! than recess my korkor cum to my class there plae before he go fer home economics...haha...than i ask him tat did he see until xc... he sae he did..he sae tat xc was toking to 3 gals..than i was at there than i sae orh..cause i dunnoe wad to sae than my whole emotion change liao le...i become dam sad..dunnoe wad to do..haix...i was so sad sad... than like tat i okkies la..dhen afternoon i was at the library than joel and co. cum...inside got sen yang my korkor and ryan... than sen yang sae until sumting reali offended until mi lor...he sae this...u n xc break liao le arghx?aiya..i noe u two wun last long de la...
after hearing all this i ws so sad that i was going to cry in front of hazirah,shafiqa,ryan,ericia,joel,henglong,junyi and that bastard guy!!!!
HATE HIM... y mus he say tat!!!hate it.. he was like at my heart there use a knife and stab it in..in was so pain... pain tat i wanna cry out..!!!...bud i reali cant figure out..ish xc still like me anot??he is it got stead liao le?? i jus cant figure it out..it was jus so confused fer mi..he told mi tat he no stead..i believe him cause he is sum1 tat i reali like wad... [u shld believe the 1 u like]i reali hope he is saying the real thing to mi..cause i seriously believe him lots and lots and lots...

haix... today at cca was so meaningless..desiree xin yi ke xin hong ye not at there..the atmosphere is jus not right at all lor.... dun have the f word in the place and dun have their beutiful voice that make us laugh or smile in the atmosphere at all...sob sob...

than the teacher at there zhen dui mi and ericia...the guzheng we oni plae a bit slower cause it is a new song than she sae give us easy de plae..wad she mean by tat sia? kan bu qi wo men arghx? idiot sia.. after cca chiong cum back home and bathe than go tuition.. i at tuition was dam tired never listen to cher keep day dreaming and want to sleep...i at tuition was so the sianx i take my phone prank call xin chee and my di..after tat xinchee use hse fone call mi back bud i never ans...as i was at tuition lor..haha...
than after that cum back to blog... hahs...

to xc:hey sorry, tat i prank call ue... haha..hope u wun angry at mi..reali veri sorry...

today so tired

2008-07-07T17:41:00.004+08:00

today go bugis street buy clothes..i buy until alot of clothes so happy....
than after that come back study fer the upcoming test!!!ARGHX...tired tired...

haix...today wanna buy a dam cute de shirt de..bud my mama dun let...cause my mama sae lata my cousin lata at there kao bei kao bu...arghx...y everything mus be about my cousin..i like the top than she must sae that i wear le veri ugly...i sae what the fuck sia..i wear until nice or not nice is non or her fucking business lor...CB...

than i wanna buy shorts necklance and earring and braclet and belt.. than cousin keep saeing mi..fuck off la she ..idiot sia...ta ma de...

haix..nxt week is mama de birthday..i was planning of the this sunday to go out wif my bro and his fren...than i ws thinking of asking him go barh..bud i dun think he wanna go out wif mi barh.. i think dun ask him better barh...

hahs... going find the rooftop de lyrics liao le.. or else the teacher scold... :(

zZz...yay..moro cca start liao le..i m so haapiy it is starting moro the cca..haha... :)

Alone at home again

2008-07-06T19:04:00.002+08:00

today my cousin cum my house to overnight,haix..she sumtime reali dam kao bei sia...i noe she is rich so wad.. doesnt mean my family is rich wad...she everytime keep sayin bout eating at the thai village..i was at there is lik what the fuck lor..thinking she is it wanna make mi jealous of her? why should i be sia... i got alot people care bout mi and i oso got a person i love so much..

haix...this few days i have been thinking lately...y didnt i cherish him? make until him now sad,,haix.. he sad i oso sad..i reali cant 4get him... bout 1 month time is his birthday..now i m cracking my head of thinking wad to gim him...i hope the present i going to give him he will like it barh.. Hope so barh..

i now realli miss him alot..i miss everything bout him...haix...his msn name there put trying my best to win your heart..sobsob..i think he got somebody he like liao le barh...i oso dunnoe why i kept thinking bout he got a stead le.. i reali dunnoe wad to do..i sumtime i reali wish we could be like last time...sweet and happy together.. i reali hate my self..all my fault..we two break cause of me...sob sob..

haix..after reading that i whole person change alot le..have become veri emotional and thinking of crying le..i reali miss him... i dun wanna leave him..i miss him..wen i think of wad he wrote in msn i become reali sad and now crying le..i dunnoe wad to do...i realli miss him alot..

Y DIDNT I CHERISH UE AT THE 1ST PLACE? THAN NOW WEN EVER U THINK BOUT THE PAST U WILL BE SAD OR CRY..IT IS ALL MY FAULT...I HATE MY SELF...WISH I WAS NOT HERE SO U WUN BE SO SAD LIAO LE...MY HEART REALI VERI PAIN WEN U SAD SIA...
I FEEL LIKE SLITTING MY HAND UNTIL I DIE...SO UE WUN BE SO SAD LIAO LE..SOB SOB...

Youth day celebration

2008-07-04T13:47:00.004+08:00

Today is our school youth day celebration... today we get 2 hours of recess...YAY... bud fer mi..not a yay..it was dam boring lor...zZz..i go recess find joel &co. than after tat i go back class there emo le...
than after tat joel & co. cum back class le..wen we was at the corridor playing we saw a plastic bottle so we took the bottle n started kicking....aabout few minutes lata we stop playing le...cause joel chest pain...haix... thani was sitting at my place there junyi cum take my phone i stood in front of mi..
suddenly, xin chee walk pass my class than he look into the class (i think)than after tat walk away..wen he walk away that time i shouted at junyi this : do u noe tat he jus walk pass??? cause i was quite angry at jun yi fer standing in front of mi..as jun yi and xin chee buay gum or buay song each other... than i sms xin chee bud he didnt reply any of my msg.. tat i think he is angri at mi ...i sae sori to xinchee le bud he jus wun reply my msg...sobsob

haix..i think i should apologize to junyi fer shouting at him...

Sianx...

2008-07-02T20:28:00.007+08:00

Sianx...today i dun have anything to post....bud i think i shall post wadeva is on my mind now barh...

Sianx...moro still got science test on chapter 5..arghx..ah pang y wana gim science test??

Hiax..lihui jie ask mi give him up..chamchiu oso like tat sae..bud i reali like him alot..dun wanna 4gt him leh...than i dunnoe wad to do...i today at class send him this...u still like mi ma? n u 4get bout mi liao le arghx?do u noe wad he reply back?he say this ya...i wun get ue...than later after much thinking i reply him this...u izite ke lian mi than u sae that u still lik mi and wont 4get mi?bud howeva he sae tat no la...
haix....now i reali confused dunno wad to do...and wad the fuck sia...i think i think too much liao le la..shld be barh....haix...

Almost 4 got...ah xian kor and alvin kor...gud luck fer ur upcoming basket ball competition..GUD LUCK...i will supprt u all derh...HAHA..

sigh..last but not least..i wanna sae this to xinchee...gud luck fer ur national..dun tired urself :) HAHA....And last thing i wana sae to ue..i still like ue...believe it or not... bud if ue already got sumbody ue like le...than wish ue happy n hyper always...

Haix..tat all i gona post..gona eat my dinner liao le...byebye

Cross country at eact coast park...!!!

2008-07-01T13:35:00.006+08:00

Picture taken in East Coast Park..
wanna see mre video and picture go to ericia de blog..
aplacewhereicanseetinylittlemoon.blogspot.com

today my school a annual cross country at east coast park...hahs...here's is how my dae started!!!
i woke up at 5.30 and wake up and bathe le...than bout 6.15-6.20 iwent out the house and went to bedok inter mac to meet maverick joel and junyi...we eat until about 6.55-7 we went to take bus 31...wen we r on our way to take bus 31 heng long called us...askin us how go than we tell him la...than after he end call he suddenly cum out of the mrt station..and we waited fer veri long the bus is either haben cum or full of people so we decided to take taxi go to east coast park... however we waited fer like 15 min there is no taxi to be seen in the area...so we continue wait...out of the blue there is 2 bus 31 which there is not so much people...so the heng long and joel decided to go after the bus 31...then mi maverick and junyi...continue to wait fer a taxi...and wad do u noe...after they have left on the bus there is taxi le...we boarded the taxi..and wen we are on taxi we called joel n henglong told them we hired until a taxi le....

we reach east coast park le...than we assemble than after that we go fer our run...
after the run mi xinhui jaslyn n ericia wen to the baech and plae...mi jaslyn and xinhui was sitting on the rock that is above the sea...bud we called ericia to sit with us..she dunw cause she scared of height and also scared fall down into the sea...so we try lots of way bud she jus dun wan....than after that we went back to the meeting place and return the number tag to the monitor...and jaslyn and xinhui wentt to findtheir senior so mi and ericia went back to that rock again...however this time ericia climb up on to the rock le...yay...so happy fer her....and we four took picture...than i took picture of the sea...haha...
after that mi and mav and ericia n company went to burger king and eat...than after that jaslyn xinhui and ericia decided to go to parkway parade.... so they went off 1st..and than maverick n company than went to bowling..than after i peh them go there i went back hm to slp,watch n BLOG le!!!!

hahas....

2008-06-30T18:53:00.003+08:00

today at class ericia ask mi whether this coming December wanna to book bbq anot so i sae su bian lor..cause december is my birthday so i su bian le...than after tat walk away than keep tokin mayb they organiseing a birthday bash or wad barh..hope it is not birthday bash!!!!
Than i ish people organizer meaning i nid call people go de la....
bud i dunnoe hu to call..!!!!
I wanna maverick,daryn,junyi,joel and cham chiu they all go bud than i oso wanna xc go...than junyi and xc buay gum... than later i scared they 2 quarrel... now i super laun le..dunno wad to do le la!!!!

enchanting moment de pic!

2008-06-29T19:11:00.002+08:00

photo taken 15 mins before the perfomance!!!

Last group photo with my senior le!!!!

2008-06-29T19:07:00.001+08:00

last photo wif senior le...SOBSOB!!!!!

enchanting moment de pic!!!

2008-06-29T18:49:00.009+08:00

Group Photo before the performance at 7!!!

Enchanting moment!!!

2008-06-29T10:52:00.006+08:00

Yesterday is the enchanting moment..And my school all the performing arts nid to perform in Victoria concert hall... The performing arts prepare fer this performance veri long liao le..And here's wad we did yesterday fer the whole day until 10 plus to 11..
i woke up at 8++ prepare to go to school..i had my breakfast n my father bring mi go school about 10.15 tat time and go back school fer trainning all entering the stage and going out of the stage n oso training on the song we are performing..than about 11.15 we take all the instrument tat is needed fer the performing we bring down to the foryer and loaded it on to the bus and the lorry that we put our instrument...and here we go on our way to the VCH!!YAY.... and bout 2++ we went fer rehearsal and end about 4++ to 5..and we prepare fer the the performance at 7...and after tat went and have dinner...than lata tat we put on hair thing... we than quieten down and calm down fer the performance..anf about 7.05 we started the performance and it was great...performance ended we than move our instrument to meeting place and we went back to sch...

Haix...i miss desiree.ke xin,honye and xinyi...they have left the group... haix..i miss them...
THEY RAWKS....AND I MISS THEM LOTS LE!!!!

to desiree,xinyi,honye and kexin:if it is not fer ur patience giudance and ur trust and ur faith in mi..enchanting moment tat time i wouldnt have went up to the stage and perform le.espically i wouldnt have the confidence to plae the muyu le!!thank you..ue all are the best seniors eva...thanks fer trusting mi !!u guys are the best!!!
we took sum picture and i uploaded it le...if still wanna se more..go my link box and find this person name call ericia click on her name than u go her blog..u then will see more picture of the performance le

2008-06-23T18:59:00.000+08:00

I am The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

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Sianz....

2008-06-11T10:38:00.003+08:00

sinz sia...yesterday cousin cum my house to stay overnite..they was dam fucking hell de noisy lor...i cant even sleep well at night....Dhen yesterday my stupid headache cum back le sum mre got a little bit of fever...i cant even sleep well lor...
Haix...bud i still veri happi because i got a 22 INCH DE MONITOR.....MUHAHAHAHA...
LOVE MY COM....
BURHS GOT TO STOP POSTING LE.....SAYONARA...

so fun

2008-06-02T19:30:00.002+08:00

yesterday go out with cousin..it was so fun....so wish to go out wif them again....
hahs...yesterday play arcade play until like siao...than after that go take neo print....haha
than go watch narnia...we was watching movie..and there was a family sitting in front of us makin a lot of noise making us dam wad lor....
haix....narnia was dam fuckin hell nice lor...yay..nxt waeek go out with them again watch kung fu panda le...YAY....

sobsob

2008-05-26T11:34:00.003+08:00

haix....i tink he got sum one he like le barh...
haix... jus now sms him he say he dun like anyone..hahs..ha already no like mi le barh...
is it time to give up on hym?? everyone told mi to gim up and 4get hym bud i never listen to them..shld i listen to them n give up? ii dun nooe i veri confused...
wish sum1 could tell mi whether i shld giv up and 4get hym....
bud i like reali like hym sia...give up izzite the best??
please tell mi wad to do leh....
confused la...i dun wanna give up and 4get hym..bud cham chiu n all my frens see until mi lik tat ask mi give up n 4get bout hym..and find a new steady!!!! bud i no listen to them..shld i listen to them?
I veri confused...i reali dun wanna give hym up...i reali like him sia....

....

2008-05-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

my heart nw dam pain and i now dam sad....
y mus u sae tat i m tat type of gal?? tat hurt mi lots u noe a not?? dunnoe i noe tell ue!!!
i tok to junyi is cause of maverick birthday on may 28 lor... i helping him plan lor...
i promise him help him plan lor....and i not going out wif them lor..i holiday not going out lor...Y cant ue understand???
nt i dun wan go out wif ue... ish jus tat i cant go out lor...i june holiday all can go out bud i never lor...
cause i dun wan ue say i go out wif them never go out wif you lor..i dun wan ue like tat say mi lor... they holiday ask mi go out i rejected all of them u noe a not???
i reali dun wan u say about mi..i reali dun lor...i reali dun.... i dun wan ue say bout mi lor....I REALI DUN WAN UE SAY BOUT MI...I REALI DUN...!!!!
CAN DUN LIKE TAT SAY MI MA???PLAEASE...I BEG UE DUN LIKE TAT SAY MI CAN?
I BEG UE....

F.Y.I= I REALI DUN LIKE JUNYI..I DUN LIKE... I DUN LIKE ...I DUN LIKE... I DUN LIKE!!!!
THE PERSON I LIKE IS UE LOR....BRYAN NG XIN CHEE...

I REALI DUN LIKE JUN YI ....I REALI DUN LIKE HIM....

AND MAVERICK IS NOT BETTER THAN UE.... UE ARE BETTER DHEN HIM...
U R THE BEST AMONG ALL OF THEM LOR....

AND LASTLY U RE PERFECT U DUN SUX OKKIES??? DUN SAY URSELF SUX...NO ONE SUX INE THE WORLD EXCEPT MI..BELIVE IT OR NOT UE CHOOSE FER URSELF BARH...

My result sux.........

2008-05-23T14:08:00.003+08:00

i today take my result dhen i veri upset over the result...sob sob...
i cant get top 3 not even top 10..... i get position 13...
my result dam bad sia.... get position 13...
wtf....wen feng 2nd in class!!!!ARGHX.....
Haix.... i now nid to organise fer maverick birthday bash...28 may his birthday...
dhen nid go suntec city play play... haix...dam hard to find ppl go party..hahs...
hahas....we goin birthday bash hym on may 31 ...COOL!!!
too bad..both of tis day i nt goin le...
sorry...

.....

2008-05-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

To all of ue...
F.Y.I=> i dun lyk jun yi...can ue pls stop sayin bout mi n hym??
i will 4eva never lyk hym cause i already gortx sum1 i like le...
so wad i lik emo hate hyper...is ther any prob wif tat... hyper veri tiring lor....
so wad if junyi lik emo ....does tat mean i will ike hym?? no i dun tink so lor!!!
so wad both of us lik hyper???does tat mean we mus be together...no i dun tink so lor...
i will 4 eva never eva lik hym de...
if ue all wana scold mi dhen scold mi lor i deserve to be scolded....
i hurt hym time after time than oso make until his result drop alot.....
U WANNA SCOLD MI???DHEN GO AHEAD BARH....

hyper sux

2008-05-20T17:44:00.002+08:00

Haix..... i hate hyper...
hyper veri fucking hell tired...espically i hab to hyper in front of ue and my frwens....
it is dam tired.... even emo is nortx so fucking hell dam tired....
HAIX.....I HATE HYPER...I LURFF EMOTIONAL...!!!....

Wad the hack...!...

2008-05-20T17:05:00.002+08:00

haix....i 2dae got camp i no go camp cause i sick dhen i go see doctor...
i told hym tat i got cough and haedache and fever....dhen out of curious i ask the doctor whiie i keep having headache fer the past few weeks even month!!! he told me tat it is due to heredity cause my mother wen she haben married she oso keep having headache....haix...dhen my head is dam fucking hell pain lor...eat medicine le still pain...ARGHX.....
whiie i got dam lots of illness???
one is cause of my father gortx liver problem dhen now either mi or my bro will hab..or even both of us...dhen now fer mi i gortx one more illnesss...arghx....how many fucking hell illness must i hab sia???fuck la....wish i could die now or sooner...so i dun nid to care bout so many tings!!!!

U hab already let go of mi le...

2008-05-20T17:00:00.004+08:00

dam long no use bloggie le....
hahs....tis past few daes hab being crying non stop...hahs...oso no noe whiie... mi and hym brok up le....
i tink we broke up is cause to mi barh...i hurt hym time after time....i didnt cherish hym barh...
hahs..all my fault....if i cherish hym tis wun happen le barh i guess....
i dunnoe whiie i dun wanna tink bout ue dhen will confirm tink bout ue derh???
haix....mi confused....all my fault....hahs...
i noe ue hab let go of mi bud whiie cant i jus face the fact tat u hab let go of mi??
i even try to forget ue bud i jus cant....
wen i saw ue in sch i try pretending not to see ue and treat ue as as stranger bud i jus cant do tat!!!

STRESS

2008-04-28T19:32:00.002+08:00

haix....
i now dam stress over exam sia... haix....my deary dear dear...can ue dun stress liao le ma?? i dun wan ue fail ur exam...i wan ue pass with flying colour...please leh...please forcus on ur exam leh...
i reali dun wan ue fail...sorry if i lik offend until ue...
Sianz.... today heart break...haix...also no noe why... k la...All i noe is i wan MY DEARY DEAR DEAR dun stress le...

PLEASE!!!! :(

Yay...3month liao le......

2008-04-10T19:45:00.002+08:00

10 march 2008 ish mi and steady for 3 mth le....Mi so happy ..cause he ish the best stead that i ever hab....HAHAH.....
Lastly,i wan to say that

I LOVE YOU LOTS....

I REALLY LOVE YOU LOTS...

MUACKS....MUACKS....

U DUN EMO LIAO LE CAN??
PLEASE.....
>(00)<

Sianz....Today dam tired...

2008-04-10T19:24:00.002+08:00

Haix....today dam fucking hell tired sia...i today got nafa [2.4 kilometre run] than i run lor...than my class suppose to be 3.15 to run de but that stupid teacher call us wait until 4 than run...Than we hab to sit there and wait until 4 than can run...WTF man!!!! Haix..wen we are going start the run that time jaslyn suay suay stomach pain than nid go toliet..But she rest after a while she ok le..than who noes that she run for a while than nid go toliet le..Than i peh her lor..Than after she go toliet than she ok le...How i noe that the melvin was waiting for her wen she went to the toliet sia...SO SWEET of him....Than they twoo walk than i feel like i m a light buld sia...Haix...i love my stead sia... he run the 2.4 liao le..than wen i run that time he peh mi run...i love him lots sia...his the best stead that i ever have....I love him lots..MUACKS...Than after we run finish le...i go tak my bag..than we all(xc.daryn,junyi.junhao,maverick..and alot la) sweating like hell...than maverick take my bottle to cool himself off than i oso la..than suay my water pour until dun hab than i ask xc use the water splash on mi...than after we all like veri high than we all go take our water than pour at each other..Haix...So fun sia...

Haix........confused..confused

2008-04-07T21:22:00.002+08:00

Sianx...Today go home with him that time...I suddenly cry...I suddenly cry wen i say"I M TIRED OF STAYING IN THIS SCHOOL..AND I M TIRED OF HER"
Than he saw i crying that time he go that face than make me laugh liao le...i m so lucky to have a stead like him....Hahaha....LOLS...than today at schoool me and hym almost break..SOBSOB...But lucky we never...Cause i break with him le i dunnoe what i will do le lor....Haix... i also no noe why we like this few days kept quarreling..SOBSOB...Mi sadsad....Haix... my korkor today straight away after school told mi that"she ask a girl from her class how long will i stead with him" WTF.. did i do sia she wan like that say mi...HAIX.....

I m really veri veri tered liao le

2008-04-06T10:55:00.003+08:00

Wtf..I oso never offend her than she wan slap me..What the Fuck did i do wrong that offend until her sia..!Say i hongsters..Say i act cute in front of boys..U wan say wad than say la..I oso dun care...I oso dun noe why i got tis type of friends sia.....Sianx...She dam what sia.... I now SUPER SUPER TIRED liao le..Haix...Should i change school after the mid year examination??? Cause i really cant stand her liao le...Than i now really veri tired liao le...If i change school wad will happen to him and waht will happen to all my korkor in tis school??I dun wan anything happen to them sia...!.
Should i Change??.. Argh..... I now dam super confused liao le la....!!!....

Slit hand...Confused...

2008-03-20T20:33:00.002+08:00

Today i at my english class slit my hand i oso no noe why..
I really scared i will break with hym..I really cant afford to break with hym..
I oso no noe whiie this few days me n hym kept quarreling..
I realy no one quarrel with him..
Than also today my that friend early in the morning ask xc can go out ma??
Than i no noe wad i du lan about sia...
I now really scared he break with mi....
Haix.......

2008-03-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

What the hack??

i thinking now is that one of my best friend like my stead

cause i felt that she is more closer to him than i m closer to him..

And yesterday he send mi this SMS"I m tired of u using !!! Lets break"

than i cry..Sob Sob..I dun noe wad to do sia...

But he was jus kidding with mi wen he come my tuition centre find mi..

Seriously i m not angry at him..

she really like him ma??

Or am i thinking too much liao la??

Haiz..I really cant break with him..

I really love him a lot..I dun wanna break with him..

But i really dun noe why i kept thinking that she like my stead..

And i oso dunnoe why i keep thinking that she closer than him..